lilbabybat
if anyone’s got some good overprotective recs pls hmu
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lilbabybat
story time for the besties who asked!!!!
ok SO let me start off by saying i wasn’t really into this guy that much but he would come on to me a lot and i needed a rebound so i thought what the hell (incidentally he was also the guy that my ex who low key reminds me of gideon but in a bad told me not to hang out with but that’s a whole OTHER story) so i walk the 25 min to his house uphill bc neither of us could drive. i get there and he tells me his much older half brother and gf showed up unannounced and they tell him that he has to clean so i just sit there while he vacuums. finally they leave so he comes to the futon and we make out and start getting it on. he goes down on me (again, badly; he used so much teeth like it fvcking HURT) and the dog comes in and starts licking my arm and he was like “just ignore her” and i was like “yeah i can’t do that.”
lilbabybat
@rajputma2005 tbh sex positivity is great but i feel like it can sometimes be a little toxic for minors. bc i saw people normalize sex (which is a good thing) as a teen, i took it to mean that sex didn’t matter and wasn’t important; that’s not true. just bc virginity is a social construct and a ridiculous concept, having sex in general still is a big decision. me viewing sex as being no big deal put me in a position to be abused and manipulated by someone who i thought i could trust (not the guy in this story, i mean the guy i lost my virginity to). all sex should be rooted in trust and communication, regardless of whether it’s your first time or your 50th. i’m 22 now so i’ve learned a lot and of any of y’all ever wanna talk/ask questions i’m here
lilbabybat
@rajputma2005 @skhyuter honestly wish i could say that was my only chaotic train wreck sexual experience but i apparently have very bad instincts when it comes to men
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dâmn i had no idea how many people hate seeing my comments
