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Boy I need yo help 

Yes i do

Hmu

Why and how do I even do things to myself?

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Hmu for my Instagram, Snapchat or number if you want to keep contact ig

It's my birthday

Was going to wait till my birthday but I'm leaving now instead. I wasn't here much and I don't ever get texts back plus I'll be 20 in a week and I'm not going to be 20 and texting 15 yo sorry. 
          Bye

I'm deleting this account and probably Wattpad entirely off my phone. Ik some of you have shit like my Snap or Insta but tbh I really doubt I'll text you back if you text me. (Loool who am I kidding that someone will bother texting). Anyways here's my reason. 
          I've been on this app since 2015 and I started talking to people I'm 2018 when my gf left me and I just needed people to talk to. You guys might not understand but I'm from literally another half of the planet than most people here. I never really felt like I fitted in at first. I was always getting things wrong. When people would text I would have to Google the stuff they said so I could understand. I didn't talk like anyone here. I had no idea what stuff like Dwu, Tmb, finna, hru, wyd and a lot more meant. I googled them. Ig one way or another I made friends but they all left the app. I didn't. So I made another set of friends. But I never felt like I was part of the group. Once the desperation to talk to people after my breakup wore off I started to see that I wasn't exactly like y'all. There's been people that made it obvious, Sent me hate shit, stopped fw me when they find out where I'm from and some things I won't say bc I don't want to. I've left a lot of times for different reasons. But each time I left there was a feeling that I didn't fit in here. Some people have accepted me tho. Thanks for that. Some haven't. Matter of fact I was going through my pms and I saw an old text with a 'gf' that left me when she say my ooa and the fact I was Nigerian. I'll post the screenshots. 

bye bambiiii i love you so much ❤️ stay safe and stay alive