lileeli

Heyyy, how you doing author? :)

Update, not important sorry <3
          
          Turns out writing an alternate version of "Secret" seems to have been a double-edged sword. It distracted me for a while, and suddenly all my thoughts that used to be about the original story were instead about the AU, which did not help me keep writing whatsoever :')
          
          But I seem to have gotten most of it out of my system over the past week since I posted the AU. It seems to have helped me in the long run, because I am slowly working past one of the scenes that I could simply not make myself write before. 
          No date for the update in typical me fashion, but it's on the way. It could possibly  be out before the end of the year, but I don't wanna make any promises.
          
          Fun fact: I have 9 published chapters on my story, but I keep thinking it's more because there's an extra 7 sitting there that are just drafts. Most are stories that I started but never took anywhere, one is 11k words but just never got and ending, another one is full of scenes that got taken out of published stories and bonus stories that I don't like enough to upload. Examples include: extra fluff between Jin and Jungkook from "Family", a size-swap scenario for "Home" and the infamous Godzilla scene talked about in "Special". The AU that I recently published was my latest addition to that "chapter" but I liked it enough to post it as an extra treat :)
          My plan was always to post that extra "chapter" if I wasn't able to upload for a long time, but then I took my two year break and just didn't feel like it was good enough, so I can't say if it'll ever see the light of day lol.
          
          Anyway, I felt a bit bad for disappearing for five months then dropping a random one-shot AU and disappearing again, so this is what's happening for those who care enough to read this :) Wishing you all well regardless <3

I love your work 

I'm just posting a quick message now because I said in my last update that I wanted to keep updating you guys to let you know if I'm currently writing.
          
          And yes, I've finally started working on part 2 of my current story. I was having trouble planning the whole things out the way I like to, so I just started writing from where I left off last time and sure enough the inspiration starts flowing as soon as I start writing.
          
          I haven't gotten super far yet, meaning I've written a bit over 2k words and haven't even gotten close to starting the main plot of the story, but I'll get there eventually. 
          
          Unfortunately I'm gonna be quite busy over the next few months, a lot of stuff happening in my life. Good things, but still gonna be busy you know?
          
          That's all I wanted to say, I am writing, but no date for the next update. 
          Hope you guys are doing well!

I just want to say thanks really quick to everyone who's still supporting my story, the response on my last update was better than what I could have hoped for after all this time.
          
          I unfortunately do not have any news about when part 2 will be coming out. I've realized that I was a bit to hyperfocused on finishing part 1 that I barely know what's gonna happen in part 2 other than a few things. It's gonna be a while just to get the story planned, then to actually write it.
          
          Still no promises on when it's gonna happen, but I'll keep you updated!

It's posted!
          
          I'm going back to hell now, also known as the life of a student.
          But first I'll sleep for probably like 14 hours

Writing is going slow but steady. I don't dare to say a date for the next update, but it's on the way, I swear. 
          
          I don't have anything of importance to say, I just felt like letting you guys know that I'm still writing. Maybe I'm making up for the two years of basically radio silence, who knows?
          
          Anyway, I've come to the conclusion that inspiration flows much faster between midnight and 5 am, aren't I lucky? ㅠㅠ
          
          It's currently 2:30 am, and I've been writing for a while, probably a bunch of bullshit that I'll spend an hour proofreading tomorrow (later?)
          When I was supposed to write the words "Jungkook looked" and almost wrote "Jungkooked" instead I took it as a sign that I should be going to sleep, so that's enough for now.
          
          That's it for my quick update, hope you guys are still going to be here when I finally post <3

Sooo that new story is going slow, huh?
          
          I honestly just felt a bit bad that I updated you and then disappeared for another 3 months so very quick update:
          I am still writing, but soon after I updated you guys last time I got suuuper busy, and though I have inspiration to write there is little time for me to do so. I am hoping for things to get better soon, and if they don't I'm still going to write, just slower than usual.
          
          I'm not gonna give you a date for my next update, because I don't want to get your hopes up. Once my next story finishes it'll be published right away, I swear.
          
          The last thing I want to do is remind you of what I said in my last message, if I ever stop writing completely, you will know. I still mourn the departure of one of my old favorite writers from years ago, but at least they were kind enough to tell everyone they were leaving so we didn't keep waiting for something that's never gonna happen. I decided long ago that if I ever stop writing completely I'll let my readers know. 
          
          That's it for me, I just wanted to give you another update. Now I'm off to keep slowly dying from work ㅠㅠ
          
          (jk im doing fine and i've got good people taking care of me so dw <3)

Sooo, it's been two years. Did ya miss me?
          
          First of all, I told you I hadn't abandoned you. Though I have to admit, it was damn close. But rest assured, if the day comes when I do stop writing on here, you'll know. I would not abandon my story without saying so. 
          Over the past two years I have been close to writing a goodbye-message many times, but then I convinced myself that I might still get back to writing one day, so I didn't.
          
          I'm sorry to say this, but to this day I do not have any inspiration for the stories I was working on two years ago. This unfortunately includes requested stories. I'm so sorry if anyone who left a request is still waiting, but I've realized that the only way I'll get anything done is if I write what I want when inspiration strikes. I still have my old requests saved, but for now I'm not working on any of them, and I won't be taking new ones. I hope you understand.
          
          Now, my main reason for not updating for so long, is that I completely lost interest in anything BTS-related outside their music and the occasional run BTS episode (before the break that is). I've been hyperfocused on other fandoms, which made writing for BTS really hard. I've been listening to their music still, and keeping up with all the big events, and maybe a few scrolls through twitter or weverse. It was sometime a few months ago that I got back into BTS again, and I've finally gotten to the point where I can write for them again.
          
          On that note, I've been spenidng a lot of time looking through other G/t content, mostly looking through prompts and such, hoping for inspiration. And I'm very happy to say, that it finally worked. I saw a prompt that I really wanted to write, so that's what I'm doing. I may have stayed up until 3am yesterday writing, because I wanted to get started right away, while the inspiration was there. So yea, 2k words are written, and I'm just getting started.
          
          I'm out of space, but I've said all I wanted to say. I can't wait to post again.

Will you post more stuff ? no pressure :)