lililypad

I CANT WITH THE KPOP FANS BRO WHY ARE THEY DEFENDING A COMPANY, A CAPITALIST AAAAAAAA

lililypad

stop telling us that they're doing well when the fandom of their other idols from the same mf company is suffering!! gfriend literally disbanded so sudden without proper reason and preparation for fans. and you, a non buddy, tells us to not to call them out because they treat YOUR idols well?? OH SHUT UP
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lililypad

you can acknowledge their efforts but when you're not even informed and in the same fandom as us, then shut up?? you don't know the current news in our fandom, what are u even proving? just bcs ur idols are doing well in that company, that doesn't mean that other idols on other labels are doing great as well!!
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lililypad

im crying PLEASE THEY GOTTA UNDERSTAND THAT CALLING OUT ≠ CANCELLING AND NOT CALLING THEM OUT ONLY MAKES THE MISTREATMENTS BEHIND THE SCENES MORE HIDDEN
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lililypad

i may have gotten too attached to kpop that i started to feel overwhelmed with my emotions. then, i start to avoid it cuz it's so painful to deal with it. god, im so unconnected with my emotions.

lililypad

i don't know but like, my mood and emotion are really bad these days :((
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lililypad

it really affects my mood. like they my ult groups be doing something cute and heart warming and i just melt on the inside and its just painful so i unconsciously dislike and avoid having strong emotions.
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lililypad

me: i hate life :((
          me 5 seconds later: hoshi posted another selca cries
          

lililypad

i really wish words can express how i feel and how much they comfort me. everytime i feel so burdened by the world, they're always there to make me feel better. to make me feel courageous, motivated, idealistic and hard working. 
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lililypad

they're just so frkn amazing yk?? i've always been so proud of them, always. theyre so amazing and that feeling overwhelms me so much. i cry everytime they make me feel that way and its so painful TT
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lililypad

he just never fail to cheer me up. he's always there for me, for us. seventeen is always there, always so active on weverse, giving us countless contents. they're my bestfriends yk?? they always inspire me to do stuff, to motivate me if im lazy, to make me feel these emotions. the feelings are to overwhelming for me that it pains me to keep holding on, but they always find way to keep coming back that it makes me want to holding on and support them more.
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noctown

that's great bro
          
          https://pin.it/4qAyrtV

lililypad

@noctown HELP??? DIES I MEAN LIKE CANT HE JUST MAKE HIS OWN EGGS
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noctown

wow ur gonna be a mom 
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