Well i decided that the main character- Ivy kills herself at the end of the book and she does it in the woods all alone bc i kinda took inspiration from Gaea (basically mother nature) and i just loved the symbolism of it then there is the whole her lover situation Ivy texts him “i love you, its not your fault and remember there is no such a thing as an end” it her last words and the whole thing just broke me and idek why i did it