h𝐥atus⭐︎

why is 이청명 from idntt so gorg

hiiiiii

hi guys why do i feel kinda alone on my board

okay lowkey not an engene but
           #ENHYPENISSEVEN

days in which motivational quotes plastered on my study board feel like pressure pushing me in in and into the chair the table the textbooks the everything
          fuck why why why do i have to do this why just why is this neccessary yes everyone has walked through this to pursue dreams and shit but why does it feel like what i want to do is not what i actually want for my life

should i overwork myself and do an interactive ff but idgaf about my own health

two new chapters in number 10

hi hi loves how are you all

hihi loves updated love me.. i'm sorry for not being frequent

hihi loves happy white day.. :)
          so just in case y'all wanna ask why i'm kinda nonexistent anymore
          school has started
          and uh
          I kind of got elected freshman president and also got into 학생회 which is like a club that plans every event like sports day or concerts,, so busy right now the school sun-baes are absolutely terrifying they call me out if i make a mistake it's like a horror movie in general ToT
           and also i've been to the hospital lately and they told me i'm on the edge of depression (overworking etc) one little trip and i'll fall into it so trying my best to heal,, it's honestly hard and it feels like being trapped in a murky brown room with no windows
          i thought i should let you guys know that i'm not having the best time lately, and i'm really trying my best to keep writing,, it will take some time though and i apologize for that
          bye bye for now idk till when but.. hiatus.