lilly_the-flower

I think my mom is right…
          	I am a disappointment
          	I have been screwing up lately
          	I say I’ll do my schoolwork then I don’t
          	I say I’ll study then I don’t
          	I say I’ll focus then I don’t
          	I say I’ll clean my room then I don’t
          	I am screwing my life up
          	I feel I an pushing people away
          	I feel I am annoying my partners
          	I am doing awful in sports
          	I keep screwing up when playing the saxophone
          	I don’t know how to feel better.

lilly_the-flower

I think my mom is right…
          I am a disappointment
          I have been screwing up lately
          I say I’ll do my schoolwork then I don’t
          I say I’ll study then I don’t
          I say I’ll focus then I don’t
          I say I’ll clean my room then I don’t
          I am screwing my life up
          I feel I an pushing people away
          I feel I am annoying my partners
          I am doing awful in sports
          I keep screwing up when playing the saxophone
          I don’t know how to feel better.

lilly_the-flower

I am not having a good day. I relasped, my mom lost her job, my dad who I haven't talked to in a year is in the hospital, my grandma's boyfriend is very sick and is refusing to go to the hospital, I'm on my freaking period, and all this is happening on my mom's birthday. 
          
          
          
          
          
          Hahaha hahaha I hate life :D

lilly_the-flower

Iwtkms iykyk <3

lilly_the-flower

Hello, guys. I might just delete everything off my account... I feel awful, the stuff on my account sucks, and there's really no point in doing any of this stuff.... 
          
          I should do...?
          
          I love you guys, message me if you need anything at all❤

lilly_the-flower

Hi, guys :)
          
          
          Hello, I will be offline for some time due to personal reasons. I need some time to sort through some stuff and process some things. I won’t be offline for too long but I will be gone for a bit. Stay safe out there guys, eat, and drink plenty of water. I love you all so much.
          
          
          ❤️

TheFlittleOne

@lilly_the-flower Okay that's fine, take care and stay safe!
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lilly_the-flower

I hate him.... What was the point of him leading me on for a year?

Bramblelove

@lilly_the-flower Umm...Lilly...TALK TO ME PLS!!!
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