lillygangstawolf

You ever just.....read your old stuff and like.....DIE internally? Yeah, that's me. PHYSICALLY. Recoiling, at what I've written......why.....like, just why. Anyway, I'm gonna do my best to finish these works, fr this time. i' ve been depressed for like over half a year, and figured i should put my brain to work. not to mention ill probably forget this account once it's over since my friend and i are trying to come up with some story that i'm hoping to give a try here, but completely SEPERATE from this account with no association to this account what so ever. You might wonder if Im ashamed of my work. YES, and no. for its cringe? DEFINITELY. I'm not denying it. But also, it's nice to see how dedicated i could be to something. it showed the place i was in at the time, and how that affected my writing. did i come far in my writing? 'I' don't think so. maybe you do. doesn't matter, the point is. This is me trying to do something to its full completion for once. and close this part of my life forever. So i hope to enjoy what ever little time we have left, and that you can accept the end of my CH and Hetalia era, though to be fair, it was over a long time ago.
          
          -Lilly

im here to promote you with.....MOTIVATION!!
          
          dear god please bless this persons soul with all need and want in return of my sins and to reset laffayete parish school sytem so i can be free in louisiana for once with food and gumbo and Cayun people speaking creole.

Look who's back
          Back again
          Shady's back(back) tell a friend
           Guess who's back(guess who's back, guess who's back)
          
          It's me hoes. I'm free from the chains of the educational system! FREE I TELL YOU!(Graduated TF out that hoe)
          
          Ngl, I went back to read a bunch of my works.....and wtf was I on? (Anti-depres that's what) Tbh I'm too lazy to go back to fix them, ssssooooo yeah, they're staying like that in all their cringe glory. I'm not gonna put myself on a schedule, if I post, I post, if I don't, I don't. I don't even know who still reads this crap, but it's my goal to finish these books before I guilt myself into finishing them. Also if the post hours seem weird this month (July) it's bc I'm in MX, and there's a two hour difference so if I post at 4 am in US time....just know it's 2 am here.

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          Send this to 2 other people or I will steal your toes/fingers 

Hi, if you read my convos here I just wanna let yall know. I am still very much dead. Dead in the context that the inspo is not inspoing and the motiv is not motiving. Okay? ight, good chat. See you in the next blue moon. *v*

I wonder
          
          Whens your state human story ( the one where Ame is looking for everyone , and he finds a picture of alaska) going to update?
          
          its really good! 

You ever just forget the main purpose of writing? I've been going through that, and honestly I think it's cause I just haven't found anymore good C.H and Hetalia works. Yet reading my own shit makes me realize that sometimes you have to read your own work to find that inspiration. It also helps get that extra boost you need, aside from reading all the awesome comments that people write. I think the stress and struggle to stay on a schedule affects the content I post, not only is it shorter but I feel I'm not putting as much effort into my characters or story. What I'm trying to say is I'm changing my schedule, to only posting 3 individual chapters for each book every month. 

HAPPY NEW YEARS!
          I wish you all a wonderful year, and many blessing to come your way.