Lilly rose

So I am 15, well I have been. I turned 15 on July second. Woo hoo...i guess? 

I'm no longer going to call mess, cause I'm not really a mess. I'm going to start calling myself a work in progress. Having people help me along the way 

I'm not dead, but I sure as hell feel like it....

There will always be a part of me that really wants to be a in a relationship with someone who will say I love you really loud and hold my hand in front of his friends. 

There is a part of me that wants to strangle myself to death 

I have made so many great friends do to marching band. I am so happy that I have made these good friends and I'm happy I am getting close to all of you guys. I love all you guys and I hope this school year will be better now that I have you guys. ❤️❤️❤️

That moment when you sit in Spanish and you start to think " is it even worth it at this point? " #relatable, am I right? 
          
          * silence * 
          
          Hehehe....yeah...I will see myself out..... 

I may or may not be really addict to Here comes a thought from Steven Universe. 

Maybe I'm to FUCKING complicated for people to love

It doesn't matter who hurt you nor broke you. What matters is who made you smile again