lilstunned

kind of missing my ex :( we dated for seven months, he broke up with me on our seven month anniversary in april. i know i should be over him but it's not only that... he is saying we never dated, he was my first kiss, makeout, real boyfriend and everything. he seemed so perfect and we were always going on dates at dairy queen and getting to know eachother more and more everyday. we went to birthday parties together, he came to my birthday party and helped me through alot of things like my bestfriend leaving me, and my mentally unstable stage. it's not that i regret dating him, i don't regret anything. i just appreciate him helping me see that you should be wise with whoever you choose to date because people are not always who they seem to be. it's weird how you can fall in and out of love with eachother in a short period of time. ironically, the day before he left he said he would never leave me. he broke up with me over text and i cried for over thirteen hours, at that point i just decided to cut everybody off. i was super sad, and just blamed everything on myself. i wanted him back and i even told him i would change everything about myself just for him. his birthday would've been our one year. also, he cheated on me with this girl (not giving out names that's str8 disrespectful)  and then he broke up with both of us and got with my bestfriend. i was super mad but i pretended to be perfectly fine because thats my bestfriend and i love her to death but it hurts when a promise is broken. sorry for this long ass rant.. rant over :)

lilstunned

kind of missing my ex :( we dated for seven months, he broke up with me on our seven month anniversary in april. i know i should be over him but it's not only that... he is saying we never dated, he was my first kiss, makeout, real boyfriend and everything. he seemed so perfect and we were always going on dates at dairy queen and getting to know eachother more and more everyday. we went to birthday parties together, he came to my birthday party and helped me through alot of things like my bestfriend leaving me, and my mentally unstable stage. it's not that i regret dating him, i don't regret anything. i just appreciate him helping me see that you should be wise with whoever you choose to date because people are not always who they seem to be. it's weird how you can fall in and out of love with eachother in a short period of time. ironically, the day before he left he said he would never leave me. he broke up with me over text and i cried for over thirteen hours, at that point i just decided to cut everybody off. i was super sad, and just blamed everything on myself. i wanted him back and i even told him i would change everything about myself just for him. his birthday would've been our one year. also, he cheated on me with this girl (not giving out names that's str8 disrespectful)  and then he broke up with both of us and got with my bestfriend. i was super mad but i pretended to be perfectly fine because thats my bestfriend and i love her to death but it hurts when a promise is broken. sorry for this long ass rant.. rant over :)

Sir_Shadow

@lilstunned *hugs u n pets ur head gently* ik it hurts.... But dont change everything about urself for someone 
            Ur u n if someone who claims to love u cant see u for u then they aren't worth the time
            
            Ik what its like to blame urself...héll I blame myself about my ex 
            
            I'm not going to say everything will get better.... Because that's a load of bs.....life hurts in time the pain will become easier to deal with.... Ull forget him or u won't but ur right not to regret it... it's love u can't help what ur heart wants n if anyone tells u otherwise they can go step on a lego (would say a very cruel thing but meh)
            
            But I am very sorry for what uve been through n ik u don't know me n idk who u r tbh just scrolling through wattpad n saw ur profile so was like f it 
            
            Anyhow it's better than to love n lost rather than never loved 
            
            Love is what makes us human
            
            But *hugs* I'm here for u if u need it... Probs won't tho but meh I'm one who loves to help others
            
            But *pets ur head* I hope u find someone n live happily 
            
            Srry to bother u
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Mypetblackie

@lilstunned if they've been with you for 7 months, and left the day after saying they wouldn't, that sounds like a rash decision.
            
            But then again, he cheated. More people cheat than expected, and I guess some people just can't get enough.
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HoodieAnonymous

@lilstunned I’m no friend but you can talk to me if you need to
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MarsTheFlower

Hi you don’t know me and  I’m sorry if this is random and sad but you look just like my sister who I lost a while ago and her name was also Maddie.. I don’t know.. seeing her face again just made me really happy. So thank you. Have a great day <3

lilstunned

@MarsTheFlower 
            awh this is so sweet :0 have a nice day, so sorry for your loss
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HoodieAnonymous

I know way to many Maddie’s XD

lilstunned

@HoodieAnonymous 
            •0• wowwieee its something unseen sksksk
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HoodieAnonymous

@lilstunned We are! I’ve noticed! :0
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lilstunned

@HoodieAnonymous  
            well we are talking now so
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