kind of missing my ex :( we dated for seven months, he broke up with me on our seven month anniversary in april. i know i should be over him but it's not only that... he is saying we never dated, he was my first kiss, makeout, real boyfriend and everything. he seemed so perfect and we were always going on dates at dairy queen and getting to know eachother more and more everyday. we went to birthday parties together, he came to my birthday party and helped me through alot of things like my bestfriend leaving me, and my mentally unstable stage. it's not that i regret dating him, i don't regret anything. i just appreciate him helping me see that you should be wise with whoever you choose to date because people are not always who they seem to be. it's weird how you can fall in and out of love with eachother in a short period of time. ironically, the day before he left he said he would never leave me. he broke up with me over text and i cried for over thirteen hours, at that point i just decided to cut everybody off. i was super sad, and just blamed everything on myself. i wanted him back and i even told him i would change everything about myself just for him. his birthday would've been our one year. also, he cheated on me with this girl (not giving out names that's str8 disrespectful) and then he broke up with both of us and got with my bestfriend. i was super mad but i pretended to be perfectly fine because thats my bestfriend and i love her to death but it hurts when a promise is broken. sorry for this long ass rant.. rant over :)
