lilweirdo72

Fuck. I hoped that this day would never come. Technoblade, you were such an inspiration to so many people. You were so funny and such a bright light in so many people’s lives. I hope you are free from all of the pain and in a better place. You will forever be missed Alex. Technoblade never dies and your impact will live on forever. Rest In Peace blood god and thank you. For everything ❤️

Bro I’m so mad at myself. I found this really good stiles stilinksi fanfic last night and I don’t remember the name or the author and I forgot to save it. I remember that the main character’s name is Isabel C. and she’s a tenshi, the first book is seasons 1-2 and the second is 3-4. But I don’t remember the name. It’s was really good. 

Hello. I’ve just had the biggest mental dumpster fire ever. It got to the point where everyone in my family got involved. Just wanted to be left alone but that sure as hell didn’t happen and my parents weren’t moving until I told them what was going on. Haha funsies. 

Yoooo in less than three days my camp is starting and I get to see people I haven’t see in two years and it’s all I can think about. IM SO EXCITED!!!!

Ok so after like thirty minutes and some funny moments in a book, I think I’ve calmed down enough and I think that I’ll be ok tonight

And now I can’t sleep so… can’t even escape anything

I um… I don’t think I’m ok. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to tell any of my family or close friends. I don’t want to worry them. I don’t want to be a burden. My family already has enough on their plates. I just I want to be liked. I wanna make people proud. I wanna make my family proud. My sister already has her future planned. She going to be in the medical field. She’s already made my grandma proud because of that. My grandpa proud. I am clueless about my future. I have dreams but I’m too scared. I have problems. I just don’t want to tell anyone. Sorry for the rant. I just had to say something, somewhere. 

Bruh ok so it’s currently 3:40 am my time and around 3:07 am I walked into my room and I’m the last one in my house awake and there is a cockroach in my room. I hate roaches so me being me I ran downstairs and I grabbed the first thing I could find. Which happened to be Lysol spray. I then spent the next three or four minutes chasing the roach with said Lysol spray. It then died and I proceeded to stall on picking it up for around 20 minutes or more. Needless to say, after a very long time, I am glad to say it is flush down the toilet and I never have to see it again. What’s even worse is I knew I couldn’t go to bed before I threw it out because I have two dogs and if I leave a Lysol soaked roach on the ground, one of them probably would’ve eaten it and that is not good. But hey, I did it. 

Yeah I definitely check it out!

Yeah sure I’ll give it a shot!