GRIM

a little update; beginning of January my dad was diagnosed with stage 4  esophagus cancer which metastasized into his stomach/bones, he was given 6-12 months to live. 19th feb he was then told he had 3 days to 3 weeks left which shattered us. he passed on 26th feb while i was rushing home from work, the night before i didn't want to leave him, for some reason i left at 10pm and squeezed his hand, told him i would see him tomorrow and yk when you have that feeling of dread looming over you? that's what i had, watching him struggling to breathe, he passed in my mom's arms, my brother being home too. i regret going into work even though my dad told me to go in because in his words "there's no point waiting around." i remember having to call my bf and telling him to get to the house before me, a work colleague drove me home and we hit every.fucking.red.light, which i was wanting to scream at her to just floor it. i got to my parents home and there was an ambulance crew there, and thats when i knew, he was no longer with us. the funeral directors left us with him for 2 hours, we laughed, cried and spoke to him like he was still there. i can't stress this enough hug your parents more, tell them you love them more especially if you're close. my dad said to us he couldn't remember why he stopped hugging us, we aren't really a hugging family -- we spent years being dysfunctional {mainly the women} we had his funeral on the 18th march and it's a different type of feeling. i cried, but i wasn't crying as much as i did when he was alive because it's honestly heartbreaking when you're mourning someone who was still with you. death changes a lot, but i will continue to write and i will continue to work on professionally publishing these books in the future. thank you for coming on this journey with me. i recently had my 27th 5 days ago and it was a strange one.

why the fuck are so many girls going missing after the shows? 

WATTPAD IS BEING TRASH. I’VE MADE A CHANNEL FOR ALL FOLLOWERS TO BE IN ON TELEGRAM. I WILL POST IT ON MY TUMBLR, it’s free and all updates n future smuts will be posted in there before being published here

Wattpad is removing the private messages!! There’s a petition to keep it, pls sign because it’s the only way I keep in touch with people who love my stories </3 
          
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Chapters I - XX are officially updated and changed, will be doing the next few chapters over the next few days AND THEN I'll be typing up the last chapter of this book. it's been one hell of a ride and thank you for loving it.

A girl named drool and a pack of kools is the tell me when I'm good enough in a nutshell

Y’all read too fast for my editing skills lmao, so I’ve only edited up to Chapter 14, but either way Cora’s a baby. Scott’s still an addict and I have no idea what I’m doing with my life<3 each chapter has so much more in it now, and I’ll be adding more slutty scenes to the book for u wh*res:* 
          
          I’m also writing ppls requests to for the LTE book, just so y’all know rn, its first person with “Y/N” I’m finding it so awkward to do third :) 

So I have decided to re-work Tell Me and as I’m on the 9th chapter now, I have started with 2009 and have changed things with the child (she’s a newborn instead) sorry for the confusion! Chapters are longer and I believe chapter 6 or 7 is the longest <3 threw in a couple of new things. Hope you love it. 

You should make an instagram! I would follow you 

Tbh I never thought my scrimmothy book would get so many views  I owe you all new chapters (I’ve been working on it for a week) and I’m also updating tonight too.