I have had a battle within myself all these years. I've always thought I was worthless and good for nothing. I have also struggled with family problems and acceptance. I've never harmed myself or anything, but I drowned in my own thoughts, which could be just as bad. One day there was a switch that flickered on. I didn't expect it to come on either, but when it did, things started to change. I began to love myself and I was firm in what I stood for. I can honestly say that I smile and geniuely laugh multiple times everyday. This is a brief summary of me.
I'd also like to say this to anyone who always felt like they are alone, who always feel self conscious, or just flat out needs some sunshine in their day. You are beautiful--embrace it. You're awesome because no one could be a better you. People are jerks and they will talk about you, but let them talk their trash. One day, I know you will rise up and be confident in who you are. You will show them that you are much stronger than what they preceive you to be. Don't let anyone in this world discourage you. Stay Strong. You are not in this battle by yourself. ♥