lilyyindahouse

I'm so sick guy, like so sick. I've never felt so bad in my life this is awful 

lilyyindahouse

@lilyyindahouse I think I caught a bug, I'm doing better today but yesterday my muscles were so sore and weak I felt like I couldn't get up, and I had the worst chills. I am doing better today though, so thank you for asking 
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FerretXChick143

@lilyyindahouse What happened? Did you eat something? Catch a bug? Throw up? Are you okay?
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lilyyindahouse

I'm so sick guy, like so sick. I've never felt so bad in my life this is awful 

lilyyindahouse

@lilyyindahouse I think I caught a bug, I'm doing better today but yesterday my muscles were so sore and weak I felt like I couldn't get up, and I had the worst chills. I am doing better today though, so thank you for asking 
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FerretXChick143

@lilyyindahouse What happened? Did you eat something? Catch a bug? Throw up? Are you okay?
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lilyyindahouse

Hi guys....Its me, I'm back....
          
          
          I really want to start writing again but need inspo, if anyone has an idea or something they want let me know :) (and yes I will be returning to my poetry series)

FerretXChick143

@lilyyindahouse Anything Hyunlix and I will read it, or Minsung, Seungbin, or Jeongchan.
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lilyyindahouse

I feel stepped on by my friends. I would do anything and everything for them and I have, but as soon as a slight inconvenience that I need their help with comes along they dip on me. I've already had a bad week and this just added to it, I'm not doing well and my mom overreacts about all of this a lot and that just adds to my stress. I'm retreating into myself more than I already have, my trust issues are bad again, and I feel like I can't even speak for myself anymore. I feel like a shadow to everyone around me, and I really don't want to relapse again. I'm struggling, sorry I said all this I just needed to vent

lilyyindahouse

@FerretXChick143 thank you, I can't tell you how much that means to me 
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lilyyindahouse

@FerretXChick143 thank you, I appreciate that a lot. I just feel like I have no one to talk to anyone and feel so alone
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