I feel stepped on by my friends. I would do anything and everything for them and I have, but as soon as a slight inconvenience that I need their help with comes along they dip on me. I've already had a bad week and this just added to it, I'm not doing well and my mom overreacts about all of this a lot and that just adds to my stress. I'm retreating into myself more than I already have, my trust issues are bad again, and I feel like I can't even speak for myself anymore. I feel like a shadow to everyone around me, and I really don't want to relapse again. I'm struggling, sorry I said all this I just needed to vent