lilyytheflower

Was it my fault for not loving anymore. 
          When i was still loving you, asking you to love me back. Hope you will still stay loving me, yet you won't. You ask me to moved on. And i did
          
          Now is it my fault that i have moved on. And all of sudden you said you still love me and want me. You said i never care  and never ask about how u feel. You said you break up for my own good. 
          
          I said i see ur reasons, i said i know why you did what you did. But explaining it  can't turn back time and change how you make me felt. I can forgive you, but i can't forget. The feelings was there. It happened. 
          
          Now is it really my fault that i have fall out of love. I just thought you are already too late cause i don't have feelings for you anymore. I don't like you the way i used to do. I don't love you no more. 

I miss him tho, wish we're still friends, but he hurt me. I can't forget about it. His words are still there in my mind. And i can still feel the pain i felt when he said that. And all the promises... 

i got my heartbroken by someone who I've been talking too, thought we could be more, but he end it with we're just fwb shit

I swear wattpad is the place where i find comfort when life give me shit to deal with. 

Im starting to regret creating a book. I'll just delete it other time. 

Lmfao. I freaking wrote my poem on a blank receipt when i was at work. My stupid ass freaking put it in my pocket then i forgot. I just remember i put the jeans in the washing machine. 

That's the weirdest things that i have ever done in my entire life.