Your family is the biggest troublemaker for your life. Pathetic I am from day one. Now they might one day kill me, slowly but I'm sure they will. Every word they say, it's so fcking manipulative. They're so good at manipulating. I might learn a way or two from them. They don't want you to do good, they only want you to stay in your lane, in your limits that they've set for you. They'll taunt you in every way possible. They will make you feel like you're losing every freaking day. They'll arrange everything so you actually lose... They've everything planned. I'm an outsider in my own house. No family. It's just me. I am everything I actually have. I know sounds pretty pathetic right?