lindsayk2503

Should I make a Matt Bomer fanfic? please please answer!

lindsayk2503

Don't give me sympathy for what I'm about to say. 
          He's gone. He's not coming back. He's gone forever. I'm never going to see him again. I hear him every time I go to bed and every time I wake up. I see his face in the mirror and his chair. I don't want to admit it but he is dead. I'll never see him again. Hear his voice or see his face. He's gone and he's not coming back. He's left me for good. I tried to con my way into thinking he's just away for a little bit and that I'll see him soon, but tonight I've realized, he's never coming back. Dead as can be. Lonely as can be. Cold as can be. He's just gone, out of thin air.
           He stopped breathing that night and I never got to say goodbye. He's dead and I can't face it. I cry myself to sleep because I can't hug him goodnight, or kiss him goodnight. I'm scared I'll mess up with everyone else like I did him. 
          He's gone.  
          I try to convince myself everyday. But I never can. It's just a masc of happiness and a counterfeit love. Everything is fake since he's been gone. No point in even trying to tell the truth because no one will care. Or if they do, they won't believe me. No point in trying to confess my feelings because no one will care. I write this hoping one day, someone will read this and ask me what's wrong until I tell them everything. Hoping that maybe one day someone will care. I want to so badly to show this to someone but no one will care. They'll act like they do for my sake but once they realize I'm a stupid girl who wanted attention they'll leave. They all do. Knifes and blades are all I can think about but I never want to touch one. It's too early and revolting to talk about. I don't want to be thought of  a freak who cuts and gets attention and sympathy for it. I just want someone to care. That's all I ever want. 

softjemily

Do you have a fanfic instagram account?

lindsayk2503

Actually I do! I just made a new one. Criminal_unsub_minds
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lindsayk2503

I did. But the fandom started to fall a part so I deleted it. Sorry 
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lindsayk2503

Hey guys! I just posted a new story called Test Of Love. It is another Jeid fanfic, but also contains Morcia and Hotchniss. Book blurb: When Jennifer (JJ)  Jareau and Spencer Reid meet one day at work, Spencer isn't the nicest guy. Although Spencer is a rude sexist man, JJ still wants to have something with this man. Will JJ get her wishes or will Spencer's habits break her dreams? This is the true test of love.
          Anyways I would love if you guys could go and check it out, comment or vote! I would also appreciate feedback and tips or ideas for future chapters! Thanks guys and have a great day!❤️