lisababyz_fantazy

Who’s ready for another chapter of you make me better

lisababyz_fantazy

listen listen listen....chapter idk...i forgot is out go read that and vote on it if u want the next chapter...but uhmm yeah the plot rn...its kinda scratchy...i might switch it up ..i might leave it..who knows..but pm me or leave a comment on how u feel about any of my chapters :) constructive criticism is the best <3

lisababyz_fantazy

im highly upset rn..its been a rough ass week...that lead to a month that let to two months and i've  barely been surviving it. The only person that I was surviving for I cut loose because I couldn't let either of us suffer anymore. I couldn't let the anger that i felt inside make her suffer. I loved her. I still do. I will always love her in a way stronger and deeper than my love for anybody else in my life. It's no question tht I love her more than i do my own parents.  She gave me happiness that even the people closest to me couldnt give to me and shes about 1000 miles away from me   :(...she had a huge impact on me and how i viewed the world. she made everything a little bit easier and now i got to fight the world on my own without her by my side. I hate how life works sometimes. It picks you up and gives you something that you feel like finally belonged to you and then it takes it away at any point and time given. It doesn't give me the chance to fight for it because when life hits it hits you hard and sometimes you're just too weak to say anything at all...thats how i am in this world...they say make the world yours well its definitely the opposite. I am trapped inside the world because i am weak and i don't have the fighting chance to get what made me happy back again. i've ran out on hope. I just hide behind a smile and words that make people believe that im alright when in all actuality im dead inside...now let me go act like my life has no problems maybe i can numb something ;)

jenlisa5555

nooo that’s so sad pls don’t be sad
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