lisagrace

Welcome back author

i'm going to unpublish everything except trlp since i'm going to edit them (i need to do something this summer, ISTFG) so stay tuned!
          
          why is tlrp not getting unpublished? cause i'm too lazy to read all those chapters ತ⁠_⁠ʖ⁠ತ

i literally just abandoned this account for a year because i was swamped by competitions and school works— help me get back up to my slump plsplspls i wanna write my planned wuhluhwuh

an excerpt to "unrequited feelings" by leslie b, which made me ugly cry in the middle of the night.
          
          i remember it was 
          on the third day of the new year 
          5am or something, 
          you were soundly asleep 
          breathing rhythmically 
          like you were focusing on a dream 
            
          i moved over and put my arms around you 
          i wanted to give you some warmth, 
          i remember it lingered for a minute 
          and you pushed my arm away 
          still half-asleep, 
          that was the first time you ever reacted that way 
            
          about half an hour later, 
          5:49am 
          i remember because i got up for a cup of water 
          you were still soundly asleep 
          i rested my hands on your thighs 
          it was subtle, 
          i just wanted to touch you 
          have a connecting point to your skin 
          while we dozed
          
          i remember it lingered for a little while 
          and you moved your body away 
          it was subtle, 
          but your intention lingered 
          and that lingering feeling started to eat at my chest 
          how could something so subtle have such a big hurt? 
            
          i don’t know if it was silly 
          that i had an intuition that night 
          or silly that my intuition turned out to be right 
          but somehow that night 
          i knew that this 
          was a beginning to an end

started reading twisted series 
          cause why not? (upcat is nearing, BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)

how i had to explain to my mother that i don't get paid for my works in wattpad 

i'm back to being unproductive so here's my future plans:
          
          1. die
          2. bag a rich sugar daddy
          3. reincarnated as a mob boss
          4. finish welcome to demon school! iruma-kun manga
          5. die
          6. did i say die already? die.

i'm back fo using my shitty phone harharhar

"Chubby Athy, wanna go shopping?" I asked and her nonexistent black sunglasses immediately appeared while she nodded.
          
          And so, we exited the balcony with our imaginary black sunglasses and tuxedo like those fanarts in the bird app.
          
                    — updating this fic because i'm trying to read it again but my app is malfunctioning, and my phone is full storage... life, why have you forsaken me?

when will i ever get a lover?