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"I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel" - Billie Eilish 

"It gets tough to breathe when I'm drowning in the deep end"
          
          "I'm barely eating, just play with my food"  - 
          Waterfalls, call me karisma 
          

The person I used to know is turning into a ghost 

I will for the pain to end 
          I will to finally be at peace 
          But I know, no matter how much I pray, how much I ask God to take away my pain, it won't go away because this, this is what I deserve 
          

Hold your breath and wait until the morning, days are long and lacking importance 

darkness holds out his hand as we walk to the floor
          
          lost my will, lost my hope, lost my voice
          
          Is this what you wanted? Breaking down spiraling
          
          Is this what you wanted? 
          On the verge in the edge
           
          Is this what you wanted?
          Hanging on by a thread, empty heart nothing left
          
          Is this what you wanted?
          Is this what you wanted?
          Is this what you wanted?

Has anyone else here listened to NF's new EP "FEAR" because I highly recommend listening to it if you haven't, and I need to talk to someone about ittt

I get to meet Derek landy todayyyyyy!!!!
          It's insane to think about, just a few years ago I wouldn't have believed you if you said I was going to see him let alone speak to him
          (For those of you who don't know he is an Irish author, he wrote the book series Demon road, but is more famously known for the skullduggery present series) I highly recommend you read it if you haven't it's truly amazinggg

"Told ya not to worry but maybe that's a lie"
          
          "The world's a little blurry or maybe it's my eyes" 
          
          "The friends I've had to bury they keep me up at night" 

Why is it that every time I feel the need to upload another chapter because it's been too long it's only ever actually been a day, what sort of sorcery is that bullshit???