literalight

hey, love :') part of me doesn't want to write this because it feels like I've written more excuse letters to you than chapters of tddup. I don't want to over-explain so I'll try to keep this short and to-the-point. I'm in my final semester of college and that takes up so much of my time and I have very little time for non-academic related activities.
          	
          	The second thing is that my physical health hasn't been in the best condition this year... which has resulted in a drop in my emotional health as well. I'd come sit in front of my laptop with high spirits, then stare at where I've left off writing tddup and feel it all drain away. It's exhausting. And now, even when I want to write, I physically can't. I've been experiencing severe pain in my right arm (my dominant hand) and on a visit to the doc he mentioned some medical term which I didn't catch. Basically the bone at the back of my neck has compressed and is hitting a nerve - one that runs down the right side of my neck, shoulder and arm, which makes doing anything with that hand really hard. Idk what triggered it but it must be the hours I've been putting into studies and academic writing. And it doesn't help that I'm still doing them despite the pain which is probably why I'm not healing like I was supposed to have by now. I was feeling better yesterday only to sit down in front of my laptop today to pick up where I stopped writing the tddup chapter... just for the pain to act up again. I literally felt myself deflate with the disappointment :/

xonokuuuxo

Lord I pray  for healing over my sister✨❤️send your strength, peace and joy over her in Jesus name amen! You will recover soon beautiful ✨✨✨
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ariellefloxxie_25

Hiii
          	  I'm a first time reader and I absolutely love tddup. 
          	  
          	  I'm sorry you went through all that pain. 
          	  I hope you are better now, take good care of yourself. 
          	  
          	  I hope you passed with flying colors too. 
          	  Take all the time you need to feel better and like yourself again ❤️
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koodgoodwood

@literalight so sorry to hear that. Please take care of yourself.  That's the most important thing.  I hope you get perfectly fine really soon.
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nadiafroja

Hi miss ma'am 
          
          Will wait, wait for however amount of time you need, the amount of times I think about Rose and Zach ..hope you're doing well, stay safe

literalight

@nadiafroja hi ❤️ thank you so much, it's heartwarming to know you still remember them and will keep waiting for them :') hope you stay safe and well xx
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Books-Coffee-Stars

I think about Rosaline & Zachary almost every day and how much I need their story to be told. Miss your writing and I wish you well ♥️

Books-Coffee-Stars

Will still be here waiting when you do so! <3
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literalight

@Books-Coffee-Stars my mum and sister were literally just talking to me about tddup today, and it's insane that I decided to hop on here and find your msg :') thank you for cherishing them and though I cannot promise when, I do hope I find myself back in tddup universe again ❤️
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tinabondina

I’m rereading TDDUP and I just have to say you’re writing is so captivating. It’s beautiful in a way I haven’t seen before. I pray you’re doing well and taking care of yourself. Take all the time you need please. Sending lots of love and prayers

literalight

@tinabondina always feel so amazed when someone tells me they're still rereading tddup! I'm so happy despite my long time away, you keep the story in mind ❤️ I've struggled a lot with my writing, and just yesterday I sat down and word-vomitted on my laptop out of the blue (not tddup related writing, but writing nonetheless) and it felt almost like my old style of prose — so I'm taking that as a win :') take care of yourself too!! <3
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watermelon__sugar_

Hellooooo love
          This is my yearly thank you for TYE ❤
          Thank you for making carmen and for making me feel so seen. 
          Thank you for asa as well.. He gives me hope 
          Your words are magical annd YOU are magical.. I'll always always wish the best for you

literalight

@watermelon__sugar_ may you get all good things sent your way for these lovely yearly check-ins xx
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literalight

@watermelon__sugar_ ahh thank you so much ❤️❤️
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watermelon__sugar_

Where are you girl????????

literalight

@watermelon__sugar_ oh I remember you <333 don't worry, I won't ever permanently disappear on my readers like that 
            
            Thank you for sticking around, and take care!! ❤️
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watermelon__sugar_

@literalight i missed you so much.. I'm the one who sends you yearly "thank you" For TYE... And i was so scared since last December
            
            CAN'T WAIT TO READ EVERYTHING YOU WRITE ND PUBLISHtake care ❤
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literalight

@watermelon__sugar_ HELLO, very much alive although I've temporarily deactivated my Instagram and no longer active on twitter (or whatever it's called now) rest easy, I'm working on tddup at a slow pace and will be back to posting on wp after the WHOLE thing is written (I'm also working on *officially * publishing another book, so trying to balance the workload) HOW HAVE YOU BEEN and thanks for not forgetting me I guess lmao
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Books-Coffee-Stars

Patiently waiting for any updates. Miss your soul touching writing and TDDUP

Books-Coffee-Stars

Could never forget this soul touching masterpiece ♥️ I can’t wait until it becomes a physical copy so I can put it next to Through your eyes! 
            This is the best update to us readers/fans. I’m happy you’re back and know how you feel and write will speak to us readers. 
            I hope you take care and have fun writing from your heart ♥️  will still be here for your update
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literalight

@Books-Coffee-Stars hi love ❤️ thank you for not forgetting tddup even though it's been 2 years since I've updated it :( I miss my soul touching writing too, I feel like I've forgotten to write the way I used to and it's been tough — but I've picked up tddup for good again recently and been actively working on it <3 hopefully I can give you guys the best I can do right now by the end of the year!!
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dreamsgucci

hello ali! hope you’re doing well! i stopped by to tell you that i recently reread through your eyes and i can’t tell you how great that book was the second time around, but i had a question tho! i thought you had a book published about hunter, but i can’t seem to find anywhere anymore. your blog is also deleted and you’re not active on twitter/instagram. is everything alright? i hope you’re okay and send you my prayers :)

watermelon__sugar_

@dreamsgucci I came to say the same thing... I really hope she is ok
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