insert sad story here

So that's what I've been doing for a month; struggling with probably depression, and trying to figure out my feelings.

It's just- me and her, we're great friends. That's all. That WAS all.  And I think, at some point, for her, there was some attraction, but now, after she did that, it feels like the entire thing has just been pushed back, like we're  back at the start... I don't know what to do right now. I know that this is an endless cycle for me; and if I make one mistake it's all just going to collapse; but at the same time, maybe I should get her out of my life, and if I do, how do I know I'll stop feeling some emotions for her?

I probably should explain my absence.
          
          But because I'm lazy I'm not going to.

Thanks a ton for adding my story to your reading list!xx

Just as an FYI, updates on Next Year will probably dwindle b/c I'm busy with other stuff atm, but I will *try* to update as fast as I can.

"...and maybe someday,
          you'll be somewhere,
          talking me, 
          as if you knew me,
          saying,
          I'll be home for next year darlin',
          I'll be home for next year..."

Hii thanks for the follow! Have a nice day ♥

"...Oh, we have stained these walls
          With our mistakes and flaws..."
           <3 Bastille