@litllegrils
I want to feel like crying, really relieved to let go of everything I feel, but it turns out I can't. Every time I'm sad, I have to hold it in to look good in front of people. Will it get to the point where I'm rich, you can cry, you can laugh freely, life is so sorry, I complain a lot, I just the first time alive because
It turns out that what's sad is that you don't expect much from your parents because basically you only have yourself, a loved one, someone who understands who accompanies you, only yourself from now on you have to remember that the highest priority is only yourself, make yourself happy, appreciate it yourself, even though it may seem trivial, you are valuable, even though you are alone, I am proud of myself, I love you, I expect a lot from myself, go after what you want, don't be hindered by other people, even your parents.
It turns out that my life is that sad, because sadness is often the saddest thing that is considered normal, I hope you will be successful in the future, so you have to be happy too, just be careful not to be happy, what should you maintain in this world if you don't get happiness?
It turns out that the saying is true, we understand and understand ourselves, ourselves, it's impossible for other people, it's impossible for parents, who are actually the closest people to us. In the past, I still think that if daddy doesn't love me, I still have mommy, but it turns out that's not the case when we demand accountability. Mom, because she lost our things, she was more thinking about asking her husband to defend herself than thinking about her child. Oh yes, that's the position I'm in. I'm crying in my room at 20.31 starting to realize that the only person I can depend on is myself. That's how it is.
A dream that must come true
after all these wounds, I hope and continue to hope, no matter how difficult the process is, in the end I have to be happy somehow, the main thing is, I want to bring two people who I call parents to eternal happiness, so please really smooth out the small things that I want to get to success and a path. make both parents happy♡.