littel-idk21

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now i gotta suck it up and fucking study :D

littel-idk21

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hi 
          this is the only place i can talk ab my dad 
          hes such an asshole he doesnt even care for me 
          all he cares about is my older sister and my brother 
          and i cant tlak ab him to any of my friends cus my family got mad at me for doing that in g6 and now im too scatref to talk to my friends ab it cus im just scared theyll think dif of me and like see im too 
          sensivre bro i just hate him man hes so no 
          iccant even talk ab him i just cant not even to myself 
          odopnt wanna be the wise person in the fight cus im still a kid i dontnw anna act qall grown up when im not bro waht the fuck man i wanna make him feel sad or gulity for aawht hes doign to me bro iwant a dad sometimes im jealous of ppl that have one that loves them very dearly and just cares ab them abnd now i have to fucking cry without making a sound cus i dont want anyone to hear me and now im just devistated man just sad its rly not that hard to be a good dad 
          tis makes me wanna fr not live cus wahts the points if the person that is supppose to be thre for u isnt there wahts the point? wow iok sad 
          it is waht it is yes

littel-idk21

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i always thought that lies stopped after you grow up but they never do they never do. don’t expect them too because the person who is lying is lying to themself too it’s frustrating it’s making me feel uneasy on how i used to believe those shit full lies how stupid was i ? , i can’t believe that they still think i believe their bs they’re the worst in the whole world i just dk what to say im frustrated . when i feel scared anything negative i feel sleepy . im feeling tired bye bye good luck on exams you got this !! .

littel-idk21

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How do i say this 
          
          I compare myself to people a lot negatively and rarely positively , but that one girl she makes me so fucking terrified and scared and insecure i just hate her i do bur i dont have a reason to do i ? I dont shes just a normal person that ruined to many shit to me , she made me scared of fucking calls CALLS. Its so scary , when i try fighting her to talking to her to stop it she just ignores me or just “oh”’s me no stfu ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy leave this planet fuck you i dont like u. I dont ,  i hate you . Stfu for once for once and listen to us for once . But everyone loves her don’t they , they think shes funny , shes cool . Just bc i was not here for a few days doesnt mean u can be that fucking mean to me I WAS BUSY THAT WHY I DIDNT TALK BUT DID ANY OF THEM CHECKED UP ON ME ????? NO LITERALLY NONE. I hate it .

littel-idk21

Ah all my friends are leaving , i cant do anything ab it half of them doesnt want to live anymore and idfk how i can help i dont think i can lol they hate me and idk what to do in life but idc anymore 
          
          I hope ur having a great day. !