Teeny topp

come back pls

OMG GO LOOK AT SMOSH’S NEW VID RN!! THEY DID ANOTHER “RECREATING YOUR FANFICTION” AND THE FIRST KNE THEY DO IS PAUSE

SMOSH READ PART OF PAUSE IN THE MOST RECENT FANFICTION VIDEO AND IM LEGIT NOT OKAY 

I just want to put out a formal apology for having such a lengthy break between Resume updates. I got a last minute idea and I wanted to see where it would go cause if I wanted to try that then I’d have to tweak the ending a bit. I know a lot of you are like “is that the end? Is there more? Where did Little Topp go?” And I apologize for that. I hadn’t intended on taking this long. 
          
          I’m putting down the hammer. Expect an update within the next week/week and a half (school is about to restart).

So I just gave my mom a whole carefully worded and thought out sales pitch for Disney+ and she declined so I want to formally apologize if you hear distant screaming and/or crying, its judt me being upset that I can’t have it.

First chapter of Resume is officially up!!

Hello!! This is me speaking to you on the loud speaker at school.
          Coming soon from a  tiny hat near you:
          -Resume
          SEQUEL TO “PAUSE” IS COMING BABYYYYYY!
          

-Vent-
          
          Have you ever had that one person who you don’t see often, but everytime you even just see them its like you fall in love eith them all over again? You see them smile, or hear their laugh, and its like you’re back to the first time you fell for them? Have you ever wanted so desperately to tell them how you feel, but you don’t want them to get weird so you stay away? And then you push down your feeling and move on with life. And then you see them at the homecoming dance and you just feel all those feelings again.
          
          
          And then you watch as a girl walks to him. And then you watch as he wraps an arm around her waist. Then she giggles and smiles at him. The you watch as they share a sweet kiss. You feel like your hearts been smashed. But he was you friend. Yeah you have these feeling but its been four years you’ve been hiding this feeling, whats one more? I may be sad, but I’ll manage. Its not like he’s mine, and its not like I have any right to impede on his fun or their relationship. They’re happy. I should be happy for him
          
          I’m not though. I keep on running through years and years of interaction trying to figure out if he ever hinted at liking me. Scanning for a moment I could’ve told him. Wondered how he would react and how he would tell me he didn’t feel the same, or reveal he feels that way for me. I wonder. I drive myself crazy for the next week to come just wondering about a missed opportunity.
          
          I can like people as they come and go, but he solidly is the one my heart wikk fall back to. No matter how mucb it aches and breaks and hurts. He is the one my heart falls for in an instant everytime. It sucks, but that first feeling, the slight jolt like the feeling of first love, it feels nice. Its the fall down afterwards. Like hitting a brick wall after flying. I just wish it didn’t hurt so bad. 
          
          
          Thanks for reading this if you did. I just needed to vent to someone and this was the best outlet I could find.

I have 18k reads on my story Pause and I’m so thrilled. Thats probably my second favorite piece of work I’ve ever written. My first is something coming up probably real soon.....
          
          
          You’ll just have to wait and see HEHEHEHE

I’ve got some good things brewing. I’ll have more on that at a later date. I just kicked writers block in its ugly face. I’m really proud of myself.