littlebear2388

Just lost someone I knew from school to suicide. Please if you can keep her family in your thoughts. And please please please if you are struggling talk to someone. I know I would rather sit with her for hours and listen then sit at her funeral. Your mental health is so important and I too have struggled with it the past couple years. She was bullied for many years and the school never did anything about it. She was only 15. Words hurt so bad and you never know what someones going through. I love you Jaylana. May you fly high and finally be at peace. You are so loved and will be missed dearly<3

Happy New Years!!

Taking a break for awhile

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!❤️

Please pray for my siblings and friends and everyone that’s at my school right now. They reopened school today and I chose not to to because I was not ready. I just woke up 30 minutes ago to dozens of texts from my friends and siblings that they were in a lockdown. The police found a threatening note in the bathroom saying the school will get shot up at 11. 

I’m freaking out. My school has shut down. There was a huge threat with someone threatening they were going to shoot up our school. It was all over social media and they even had a hit list with people I knew on it.

I would like to apologize for that huge message..

So my friend told me about 2 weeks ago that she liked me and I told her to give me time to think if I wanted to date her I've come to the decision that I don't want to but idk how to tell her because I don't want to hurt her. I can tell that she really really likes me and I like her too but the truth is that I'm just not good enough for her and she deserves someone a lot better. She deserves the best and deserves to be loved and have someone be there for her and that's just not gonna be me. I'm an overthinker, I'm sensitive, I have PTSD, I have anxiety and I have depression. I won't be able to give her what she deserves. She said she didn't care about my problems but I know it wouldn't work out because of the way I am. I just don't know how to tell her we can't be together without hurting her.. If I hurt someone I never forgive myself and I carry that with me forever.

Also my brother and his stupid friends thought it would be funny to chase us down the street in a car throwing eggs at my friends and I. All my friends and I are apart of the lgbtqia+ community and they thought it would be funny to tear the pride flag down in front of our house and I have never seen my parents so pissed at him. I seriously don’t know what his problem with me and my friends is.

Happy Halloween! Hope everyone stayed safe and ate candy!