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Tired af.

Hi hideous! It's been awhile HAHAHA 

I'm so disappointed with myself.

Stfu self. I'm irritated.

Don't judge me, you don't know my story.

I know I'm immature asf.

Yes, I regretted my decision, it also caused me so much pain but when I think of you, your happiness, I think it's better off this way.

I know you can't see this but I just want to express how I feel, bug at sa dughan uy bis wa koy dughan HAHAHAHA

There are many circumstances that made me feel like I'm the antagonist in our story. Many people were asking why hindi pa kita sinasagot or what's the real score between us. Concerned sila sayo, ikaw palagi nakikita nila, baka raw napapagod kana, kawawa ka raw kasi wala tayong label (bakit ba raw kasi ang tagal kong ibigay) at kung ano ano pa tapos ako yung feeling ganito ganiyan HAHAHA it's always you while me, ambot nalang jud. No one asked me how I feel deep inside.
          Him > Me.

I'm sorry for being so insensitive about your feelings, it's just that sometimes I don't see myself in a relationship (because of many factors). Yes, I do like you, love you, but when that time comes (anxiety kicks in), I don't know what to do, I just can't let you wait for me, especially that I'm uncertain about us. I know you wanted to have an assurance, have a label, to experience having a girlfriend, and I can't give you those things. I thought that it would be better if I set you free from me, I slowly pushed you away by not responding to your chats and texts. Knowing that one day you will get tired of me, and that's exactly what happened. I know you will find your true happiness, someday you will find someone that is worth the fight (there are many people out there who likes you, your attitude is so likeable plus the fact that you're so pogi) I know it's my fault, I hurt you, that time your friends started to chat me, the context of all their messages is about you. Many people loves you, many people care about your feelings, while me I have no one by my side, who knows what happened to us (you deserved it, ayana) I felt like I don't have the right to feel the pain HAHAHA so yeah there are many things that I can't type HAHAHA I'm tired na. Sorry again. I will understand if you can't forgive me but I genuinely wish for your happiness.