Hi friends. I'm El (it's a nickname and I bet you'll never guess for what) I had an old account but I really needed to start anew.

For some reason this feels eerily like an AA meeting. I introduce myself to you and you judge me based on the first few things I've written here.

I'm sorry I'm really weird and I don't know how to introduce myself. tbh it probably doesn't get any less stranger from here.