littlebodybigst4r

Abuse doesn't come with a reward. 

littlebodybigst4r

My obsession with yandere concepts and themes in general only proves that I am using them as a coping mechanism, the shittier my life gets, the more I dive in them, and it's sad. Knowing that one day I will reach an age where I have to let go and leave wattpad and this concept behind, I can't imagine my life without them. At the same time, I don't want to be a grown woman that is still into them. Crazy how I have matured in many ways since 2023 when I started reading wattpad, yet I still can't mature in this topic. 

littlebodybigst4r

@littlebodybigst4r I don't want anyone to love me or be obsessed with me irl, I just love the idea, but even simple affection irl disgusts me sm. 
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littlebodybigst4r

I discovered this concept when I was 10 yo only, from the game "yandere simulator" and for 4 years since then, I thought that only girls can be yanderes, then I discovered manhwa, then wattpad, and I got obsessed lol. 
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littlebodybigst4r

Rejecting romance and any type of love irl then waking up at 4 am just to read a yandere fanfic. Hypocrisy indeed. 
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littlebodybigst4r

I dropped my phone in the street today without noticing (´~`) I thought I lost it forever but when I tried calling it a nice lady picked up and returned it to me which is something very rare to happen in my country (~‾▿‾)~ ( ngl I had the movie "Unlocked" vibes lol )