My obsession with yandere concepts and themes in general only proves that I am using them as a coping mechanism, the shittier my life gets, the more I dive in them, and it's sad. Knowing that one day I will reach an age where I have to let go and leave wattpad and this concept behind, I can't imagine my life without them. At the same time, I don't want to be a grown woman that is still into them. Crazy how I have matured in many ways since 2023 when I started reading wattpad, yet I still can't mature in this topic.