who knows

it's raining and i have all this love inside of me 
          not just for a person but for the world and the little things, it's been a while

sometimes i think i could get into photography and poetry because it feels like me like i know it matches me but i don't know how to start oh and by photography i mean just taking photos of animals views art pieces and bookstores stuff like that, just to capture the simple but meaningful experience of living 

i am supposed to be sleeping but all i can think about is strawberries and matcha and i also have this unstoppable urge to write 

i found the perfect way to sleep
          little led dim lights, two blankets, rain and fireplace sounds playing on low volume 

i forgot to bring my stuffed bunny with me so i am going back i can't sleep without it 

i held my brother and he fell asleep on my lap he looked so comfortable it was so cute 

i had the weirdest dream i was in a haunted building everyone was so scary then i ran away and found two old ladies to help me get back home, when i walked into my room i saw harry styles and evan peters? they were looking in my drawers and they said why do you have so many pink stuff 

berlin likes to watch spongebob with me she is so cute she even touches the screen trying to catch stuff oh and also why i am craving the burger that they make it's just a cartoon but it looks so yummy

i can't fall asleep unless i become too exhausted to the point where i can't think
          so i end up watching cartoons until the morning 

maybe time will fix what we couldn't fix 
          at least that's what I am hoping for