You will know all you need to know from Sour. That's all I can say for now. That's the truth, it is based on truth, a little speculation but mostly the truth.

"No ink, no stain, just permanent pain." Natalie Jane.

Little Miss Sour isn't who I am, it is who watches and eyes and envies, she exists, she is a real person who I have dealt with, a woman who takes pleasure in putting me down and enjoys wrecking havoc in my life silently using unseen forces,  if you are familiar with the term "black magic" then you would understand.  There is no trace to prove it is her except in all the symptoms I face like the random rashes or the sudden accidents that are not things I usually experience. My journals and books are a way of me recording what happens and of telling the world these symptoms are not normal, to seek Help while you can. 
There are days I have wished I did not own my own body, days I wish I never knew her. Days I am selfish and wish I lived alone in a remote place plentiful with food and water. Because I don't wish to be a burden to my family because of this one, inhuman, sour, and envious woman.