littlemissturnip

HEY EVERYONE ^W^
          	
          	so, another chapter has finally come out, but at the cost that it's extremely painful. 
          	
          	unfortunately, something has happened in my life, and it definitely involves my relationship. we've gone no-contact for a little bit now, and i'm unsure on how things should go moving forward. in all honesty, i'm just glad i had the courage to come on here and write something in that bittersweet book.
          	
          	it's not like he'll see it anyway.
          	
          	if he does - if YOU are reading this - then... well, maybe you know half of what i have been feeling over the past couple of days- no, MONTHS for that matter. good on you, because you finally got to know.
          	
          	in the meantime, i will be utilizing more time to come back here and write about everything until things get better... or if something has definitely happened and i'll have to move forward with the love of my life becoming nothing but a chapter in my own books for me. whatever happens, happens, even if it's so painful - even if i cannot fully accept that yet.
          	
          	on the brighter side, i will be returning to writing during the summer! it's just one more week until i can come home and return to my roots, soooo, maybe i will become more active on @tricksterdbd again? who knows? :3 in the meantime, i pray that i will be okay <3
          	
          	love you all ;DDD
          	
          	turnip

littlemissturnip

HEY EVERYONE ^W^
          
          so, another chapter has finally come out, but at the cost that it's extremely painful. 
          
          unfortunately, something has happened in my life, and it definitely involves my relationship. we've gone no-contact for a little bit now, and i'm unsure on how things should go moving forward. in all honesty, i'm just glad i had the courage to come on here and write something in that bittersweet book.
          
          it's not like he'll see it anyway.
          
          if he does - if YOU are reading this - then... well, maybe you know half of what i have been feeling over the past couple of days- no, MONTHS for that matter. good on you, because you finally got to know.
          
          in the meantime, i will be utilizing more time to come back here and write about everything until things get better... or if something has definitely happened and i'll have to move forward with the love of my life becoming nothing but a chapter in my own books for me. whatever happens, happens, even if it's so painful - even if i cannot fully accept that yet.
          
          on the brighter side, i will be returning to writing during the summer! it's just one more week until i can come home and return to my roots, soooo, maybe i will become more active on @tricksterdbd again? who knows? :3 in the meantime, i pray that i will be okay <3
          
          love you all ;DDD
          
          turnip

littlemissturnip

ANOTHER CHAPTER HAS BEEN RELEASED, YOU GUYS (⁠●⁠’⁠3⁠)⁠♡⁠(⁠ε⁠`⁠●⁠) 
          
          it's been a long while, really >< life has been keeping me busy and i haven't really found the time to write -- until now !!! there's a typhoon going on in my area right. now, so let's stay safe and hope for the best <333

littlemissturnip

HI HI, EVERYBODY!! A NEW CHAPTER HAS BEEN RELEASED!! (⁠๑⁠˙⁠❥⁠˙⁠๑⁠)
          
          this is an extra long chapter >< i'm actually trying to fight off sleep because maybe my boyfriend is still awake and hard at work before we'd spend time together playing roblox ლ⁠(⁠◕⁠ω⁠◕⁠ლ⁠) i miss him SO SO MUCH!!!

littlemissturnip

A NEW CHAPTER IS OUT!!!!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)
          
          i haven't updated in a long while because i recently celebrated my birthday >< i am now back in college, away from friends, family, and my loving boyfriend 
          :(( i shall see them again soon, when the day beckons me to (⁠◠⁠‿⁠◕⁠)

littlemissturnip

HEYYYYY, A NEW CHAPTER FROM ME AT LAST!!!!
          
          the past few weeks have been quite tough for me :')) but HEYYYYY, another chapter has released ⊂⁠(⁠´⁠･⁠◡⁠･⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠° oh, and it's almost my birthday!!! i'm so hyped!!!

littlemissturnip

HEY EVERYONE !!! another chapter is finally out to 'ineffably effervescent flowers' (⁠ʘ⁠ᴗ⁠ʘ⁠✿⁠)
          
          i'm sorry for dipping for a little bit XDD besides spending my time returning to my hobbies and taking care of my physical health, i've been catching up with the rest i lacked back in college. it gets quite brutal, y'know :'))
          
          the 18th was the 1 year anniversary of the love of my life (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+ though we didn't see each other, the atmosphere of that day was soft, warm, and fond. i wish we did see each other that day though. 
          
          the chapter is especially long because i haven't been faring well mentally :')) is it fairing? faring? who knows? either way, i just needed to get it out of my system :')) my boyfriend's gonna know about that later on, when he finally knows this book exists (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧
          
          i'm hoping and praying things get better for me. slowly and surely, i can feel myself getting exhausted dealing with the darkness of my own mind. i don't want to wake up one day and think it's a losing battle. i don't want to be proven right by those whom i want to prove wrong. only then, am i sure that i'll be experiencing something much worse than death. i'm not sure what it is, but i'm hoping and praying i don't fail. just once. i don't want to fail in this life. this is all i have.

littlemissturnip

HI GUYS!!!! NEW CHAPTER!!!!!
          
          (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡ boyfriend is currently out taking his exams, and i'm missing him as per usual :))) i'm quite sleepy from all my medicine, but thankfully, today's the last day i take them !!!! will be energetic soon <333