Talyn Clark

@littlesis712
          
          hiii

When is the next update for The Hope and The Savior going to be?

We buried my dad this morning. Not even several hours later my older sister has caused lot of problems that I'm so done with her toxic bullshit and her dumbass husband that is no better than her dead ex-husband pretty much 2.0 version. 
          
          So I'm dealing with that and trying to help my mom and mourn my dad as well. I'm planning on writing I do have something in the works it's been my distraction for the grief and mourning and keeping me sane for time being.
          
          Thank you for sympathies and condolescenes you are my support group.

Update on my dad: He died Friday September 6, 2024 at 2:20pm surrounded by his 3 children and their spouses along with 2 out of 5 grandchildren. He lived a long life of 85 years and no longer suffering in misery of health conditions and is at peace.
          
          It's going to fall to me and my husband who were living with my parents to now taking care of my mother and dealing with toxic relatives that I don't trust around mom. 
          
          I'll try to write but right now I'm emotionally drained and I want my daddy back. My dad won't get to hold any of my children but I discussed with my husband when we start planning our family a boy will be named in his honor.

my dad was rushed to hospital last Friday night so I've been doing shifts at the hospital since then. Haven't been able to write as I'm waiting for updates on him. 
          
          Today they took him off the ventilator which is an improvement and they removed one of 2 chest tubes of blood to his body he can't talk but only nods or facial expressions so yeah it's an upheaval battle given Friday night he coded twice at the hospital and once or twice at the house. I can't get the image of him on our living room floor with no pulse and the last conversation I had with him was few hours before this happening so yeah I'm not really doing great mentally though I'm dealing with pregnancy stuff and planning on retesting because I believe my HCG count was too low to pickup to test.
          
          Bare with me on my writing and I'm planning on stuff it's just when I can.

Bare with me as I'm editing and deleting stories that I've lost interest in. Also I'm dealing with early pregnancy symptoms as well so yeah that's me at the moment. Writer's Block sucks y'all.

Today is my birthday. Lately I haven't had much inspiration to write or anything. I feel lost and don't know what to do with my life. My husband is working but I don't really have anything to do and since we're currently staying with my parents till we get enough money to find a place for us to rent. I have to stay here and take care of our furbaby but that makes working out of the question. I haven't found any legit work from home jobs. The last 2 birthdays have been cursed and today goes along with it. Is it bad that I'm counting down the hours till the day is over with? Which is in 6hrs and 4 minutes.
          
          I'm sorry I haven't post in a bit.

@littlesis712
          
          heyo

My husband got a new job working at the airport in charge of putting food on said planes. So I'm home taking care of our 15 year old furbaby Lou Lou who believes she's a teenager and doesn't have to listen to moi. I'm writing and editing as we speak on several stories. Trying to find inspiration is all. 
          
          As well as trying to find something that I could contribute to our small family since we're currently living with my parents for the time being till we get enough money to find a place of our own and then we can start the notion of having kids. In the meantime I haven't found any work from home jobs that aren't scams. If anyone knows some good ones. reach out to me.

Tomorrow I'm getting married. That's why I haven't been writing as much. Been preparing. The stress has gotten to me a lot.