Peony

Fuck im sad

Hmmm i miss you. Like a lot.

I miss you a lot. How can i stop this feeling? I hope this feeling will fade one day. 

Saya mimpi awak lagi. Tapi mungkin sebab saya rasa bersalah sebabtu la awak ada dalam mimpi saya. Walaupun kita dah closure, tapi saya still rasa bersalah. Saya kena hidup macamni sampai bila bila ke?

It was so so so heartbreaking to see monster vicious defeated. I literally cried so hard seeing them after the game. They are so strong since season 13 but they are not consistent. This is the highest place they can get but i am sure they will get more in the future. They broke the curse, and i hope they will comeback stronger for next season. I will always root for you monster vicious!!!! 

I am sad like really really sad. I am not even joking

I really want to meet ateez pleaseeeee. I want to go to their concert next year but i am not working now, so no money :( this is like once in a lifetime. I am sad. I really want to meet them.

Ugh i hope the shade is matching! Overthinking gila sekarang memikirkan shade tu match ke tak. I need help ‍

As much as i love seongjoong, yungi, woosan, and jongsang, i really love the woosan dynamic. They are the real definition of love. Nowadays it is very rare to find real love, so they are really a precious gem. I want san to my wooyoung too but maybe not in this life. People nowadays are scary. I have been manipulated and people keep taking me for granted, so i am very scared to find the real one. I just want to dedicate my life to ateez. I love you so much ateez ❤️.

I feel so sad. Why me god? Why me?