Hey lovelies.
Today I went to the memorial for a friend of mine.
Laat Friday he killed himself.
I didn't know anyone there (my other friends couldn't go) but I got to know his sister. She said he always seemed really happy and on the day of (Friday) he seemed happier than usual. It was very unexpected.
It's heartbreaking knowing I'll never be able to see him or give him a hug or anything ever again. It's just all gone.
It was hard for me to keep it together, especially when I saw some of his best friends just sobbing almost the entire time.
I just want to say that so a couple of my friends on wattpad will know why I'm not really talking to anyone right now.
If you are feeling suicidal or depressed, I wish you the best of luck with life. You are sincerely loved. Please don't throw that love away. It may not seem like it now, but so so so many people will miss you. I realized that today. And so many more people love you and care about you than you may think. Don't give up.
It will get better.
I promise.
