livelaughbowie

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jesus fucking christ I hate life.
          	we had to put my dog down since he got lyme disease and his kidneys were failing. a joke in my family was that whenever he did something wrong, it would be justified because "he's just a baby!"
          	looking back, he seriously was just a baby. he rarely barked, was nice to the cat, and didn't even run away whenever he had the perfect chances. Mars was the best dog I've ever had, and it hurts so much.

ArtsyTimeBomb

@livelaughbowie oh my goodness im so sorry for your loss :(
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livelaughbowie

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jesus fucking christ I hate life.
          we had to put my dog down since he got lyme disease and his kidneys were failing. a joke in my family was that whenever he did something wrong, it would be justified because "he's just a baby!"
          looking back, he seriously was just a baby. he rarely barked, was nice to the cat, and didn't even run away whenever he had the perfect chances. Mars was the best dog I've ever had, and it hurts so much.

ArtsyTimeBomb

@livelaughbowie oh my goodness im so sorry for your loss :(
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livelaughbowie

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every fucking time my dad yells at me, I can't do anything. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't fucking breathe. It's so suffocating. then he'll make me do something with him and act like everything's 'all right'.

R0binh00d2o2

@livelaughbowie, honestly, your feelings are valid. My father used to be like that before my parents divorced. I never have to see him again, and it's a relief, but I still have to deal with my mothers judgments. Sometimes, it just feels like you need a break. I don't have any friends, so if you want to vent, I'd be open.
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livelaughbowie

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I can't do it anymore with this 'gentle parenting' bullshit. My younger brother is autistic and has never seriously gotten in trouble. He purposely is a little shit and is NINE. I was getting hit by my parents when I was literally six and screamed at. He screams SO FUCKING MUCH and it hurts my head. My parents are fully aware, but do they do anything? No!! Because my feelings don't fucking matter. According to them, I should 'be mature and suck it up.' We were at the doctor's office and he was screaming and I told him to stop. My mom got mad and asked me if I would rather her beat him. And honestly? Yeah. He's gotten everything in the world. He's fucked up anything I've wanted and I'm done. Sometimes I just genuinely don't want to exist. But they never care. I can't even cry anymore without my dad telling me I'm being sorry for myself.

livelaughbowie

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holy shit there's a rolling stones reference in ninjago!!
          *cums pants*

livelaughbowie

@CyanidePudding WHAT I LIKE THE ROLLING STONES
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