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I fucking hate myself. My mom just came out and told me how her stepdad abused her, I didn't fucking say anything. At all. And I wanted to cry for her. To apologize. But I can't cry or say I'm sorry. Because then I'm 'feeling sorry for myself' everytime I cry. And I feel so fucking awful for not doing anything. I wanted to hug her. But I can't. I never can.