it's hard to think that things
are changing. days are going by,
time just flies. everyone you meet
now, there is such a small chance
of seeing them again.
when you are with the same
people everyday and then one day
it all disappears, it's scary. i really
hope the future is bright,
and that no matter where i go,
i will always remember those who
made me into who I am today. i'm
going to miss my five fools.
you know, sometimes i wish i wasn't alone.
i like the feeling of not being around people,
keeping things to myself,
but every once and a while i would wish
that someone actually cared. wishing for someone who doesn't ignore me, who i could
tell everything. no, i am not asking for a
"boyfriend" or some sappy love story,
i'm asking for a legit friend.
the reason i am writing this is not because
i want pity, so shh..
i have my reasons.