alivia

Do you ever just get upset thinking about things that used to make you happy and wondering when everything changed? Like when did I truly stop liking this and why? This used to be the thing I love with all my heart but now I'm just bored. Or just get upset looking back on old memories because it's not like that anymore? Maybe the people aren't in your life anymore or not in the way they were then. Or maybe it's the same people but everything is different, you rarely talk, you don't remember anything about each other, and its just not the same.

I am really sorry. I make a lot of empty promise and I fuck up a lot of friendships. I'm sorry if we've been friends and we don't talk anymore. I'm sorry if I said we would have each other but we haven't talked in a year or more. I'm sorry to everybody on here that used to talk to me or any friends in real life. I do still wish we talked. I wish that I didn't feel bad every time I think about it because I promised you that I would be there but I wasnt. I eventually went away and we stopped being friends. I'm trying to work on it and if any of you out there want to fix our friendship I'm down because I have some amazing memories with you and I don't want to think about them and then feel bad because I lost that.

sorry i accidentally unfollowed you ;-;

So, I've been thinking about writing a book about me because a few people want me to write. I'm not super creative though, so I'm gonna take baby steps. Anyway, what's something you want to know about me or something? I need to know what to write about. And for those people who don't care about me, why are you here? It's not like I make good books to read.

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