📷dizzy📷

what's up fuckers, long time no see. does anyone still use this??

ok so i got locked out of my account (idk y, it was the password i remember by heart and tried so many times so...) and came back to 600 notifications. anyways, a few things
          
          1. I'm trying to find a book on here but i can't. i think it was called something along the lines of family, I'm not too sure. but last time I looked at it there was only one chapter that just had a bunch of pictures of some rooms. it was about a male kpop idol and a male reader/oc that adopted a bunch of kids. and the author had a black theme, and i think they also had another book about xdinary heros. i can't find it and that makes me sad cause i actually found comforting in it.
          
          2. I'm not going to delete this account, but i will not be on it. I'll come back on here a few times just to check notifications,maybe reply to some comments, but i will not be interacting that much. so here are some socials should you want to keep in contact with me:
          
          twitch : lix_hi_
          Instagram : moa_bun
          Tumblr : lix-hi
          discord : lix-hi#3866
          wattpad : svnwoos-
          amino : moa_bun
          Pinterest : moa_bun
          Snapchat : lix-hi (there's a chance i won't accept your request if i don't know who you are)
          and just because i can, Spotify : moa_bun
          
          the funny thing is that I'm actually only allowed to have like three of those accounts.
          
          is that it? i don't know if that's it but I'm ending it here, ok bye.

I'm probably gonna delete this account, or Wattpad all together so let me know if you want a way to contact me after

so I'm gonna stop posting on here, and I'm gonna take down all my books...

i love ji changmin with my whole fucking heart

what are some kdramas that aren't based around romance? like mysteries or horror

ok so my friend went through something earlier and wasnt feeling like staying so i wrote a paragraph for him which i want to share with all of you because i know some of you are also struggling and this might help
          
          
          i dont know if you've done anything, i really hope you havent, but if you have then its understandable. anyone can take one look at your profile and see that youve suffered so much. you've been through a lot and its only understandable that you want to end it. so if you havent done anything yet, then i admire you. you have a lot of strength that me and a lot of other people dont have. and it'll get better. maybe not today, tomorrow, or even for a few years. one day you'll be able to leave your family for good and cut all other toxic people from your life, and be able to live the way you want to and fun. i dont know when this day will come, but it will. we just have to have patience. and it may be hard, but think about how relieving it be to look back at this and think "i made it through that, they tried tear me down but i said no and made it through that" but of course if you have done something, then you most likely wont see this. of course i still admire you, you suffered through that for so long. maybe next time you'll have a loving family and amzing friends and you'll be able to express freely and be accepted by everyone, and you'll be happy. really, thats all i want for you, to be happy. so even if that means leaving me and everyone else here, if you'll be happy and loved by everyone, then so be it. do what you have to do, but know that i love you, and will be with you all the way, and ill always be your brother.
          
          
          so that was what i sent him. umm i understand this might be a bit personal so bro, if you want me to delete this or something then i will. but if not then i hope this helps someone, and makes them feel better
          
          
          ngl i actually cried a bit while writing this, especially the looking back part

ok, im sorry but im also not because nobody reads them but all my books will be on hiatus, ive been stressed recently and the writing is just adding to it. i will still be writing them but no updates for a bit, im mostly saying this for cwjltma because i dont really work on my other books but yeah

ok im actually really scared but im gonna go ask my mom if we can change my pronouns in the school system and if i can go to an eric nam concert

feelin like is so fucking good, stan pentagon