lixhts

new story bby (not out yet, but soon!) (◕‿◕✿)

lixhts

even as now as the rain is pattering on my windowsill and my room is chilly and my fingers are on the verge of becoming icicles, all the issues in life dimming my mood and energy even further, i have a spark of warmth inside of me, a flame to keep me warm and strong: hope.

lixhts

sometimes i enjoy just sitting, my senses enveloped by the quietness around me, the serenity in the morning before the day starts, when the sun rises and the birds sing and i feel the warmth of the sunlight kissing my skin as i smile, thinking to myself of how lucky i am to experience this every morning.

lixhts

it's weird how in our low points in life, we tend to see things in a perspective that makes us grateful for what we have and are hard-working and committed but then when we're celebrating and letting the good times flow, we never really sit back and look at the whole picture and just think 'wow, what a rollercoaster it's been to get here' and we never really in the end thank anyone for what's happened, good and bad