hi. it has only started to hit me rn , about the fact that moonbin isn't here anymore. i wasn't a huge aroha or anything , but i love astro so much , and moonbin is my bias. i think words cannot explain how a lot of us feel rn , and as i look at many of my aroha friends , my heart breaks for all of you.
moonbin was a star to me . he made me so happy , and him smile gave me so much strength . i remember in 2021 when i started listening to astro and fell in love with moonbin. he lit up my life so much then , and even right now , moonbin undoubtedly always has a place in my heart . it's hard to process it , believe , and it's still hasn't completely sunk in , but the news is evident.
with that , i hope that to everyone who is struggling , you will be able to open up . please don't shoulder your burdens alone , because your life is so valuable , never think otherwise
dear moonbin , i love you so much and i won't stop . rest in peace love and as you look down at us from the stars , i hope that you'll feel nothing but happy up there . i miss you so much already. i want to slap myself and tell myself this is a nightmare , i wanna slap myself for not being able to do anything about it , but nothing can change what happened on 19 april 2023 . i wanna tell you to come back , i miss you so much it hurts .
my deepest condolences to binnie's family , moon sua , his parents , i hope that they will take care of themselves during this period of time. moonsua , im so so so sorry , and to moonbin's close friends who are all hurting , kwan , sinb , chanwoo , astro and everyone else . to arohas , stay strong <3 time will heal because eventually life goes on , and moonbin would not want us to grieve too much and forgo our own health and happiness . live on for moonbin , and as much as it will take time , trust the process . feel free to open up whenever you need it , we are always here for you . it's ok to grieve .
fly high moonbin , rest in peace . i miss you so much my angel .