lixiesaur

hi. it has only started to hit me rn , about the fact that moonbin isn't here anymore. i wasn't a huge aroha or anything , but i love astro so much , and moonbin is my bias. i think words cannot explain how a lot of us feel rn , and as i look at many of my aroha friends , my heart breaks for all of you. 
          	moonbin was a star to me . he made me so happy , and him smile gave me so much strength . i remember in 2021 when i started listening to astro and fell in love with moonbin. he lit up my life so much then , and even right now , moonbin undoubtedly always has a place in my heart . it's hard to process it , believe , and it's still hasn't completely sunk in , but the news is evident. 
          	with that , i hope that to everyone who is struggling , you will be able to open up . please don't shoulder your burdens alone , because your life is so valuable , never think otherwise 
          	dear moonbin , i love you so much and i won't stop . rest in peace love and as you look down at us from the stars , i hope that you'll feel nothing but happy up there . i miss you so much already. i want to slap myself and tell myself this is a nightmare , i wanna slap myself for not being able to do anything about it , but nothing can change what happened on 19 april 2023 . i wanna tell you to come back , i miss you so much it hurts .
          	 my deepest condolences to binnie's family , moon sua , his parents , i hope that they will take care of themselves during this period of time. moonsua , im so so so sorry , and to moonbin's close friends who are all hurting , kwan , sinb , chanwoo , astro and everyone else . to arohas , stay strong <3 time will heal because eventually life goes on , and moonbin would not want us to grieve too much and forgo our own health and happiness . live on for moonbin , and as much as it will take time , trust the process . feel free to open up whenever you need it , we are always here for you . it's ok to grieve . 
          	fly high moonbin , rest in peace . i miss you so much my angel .

lixiesaur

hi. it has only started to hit me rn , about the fact that moonbin isn't here anymore. i wasn't a huge aroha or anything , but i love astro so much , and moonbin is my bias. i think words cannot explain how a lot of us feel rn , and as i look at many of my aroha friends , my heart breaks for all of you. 
          moonbin was a star to me . he made me so happy , and him smile gave me so much strength . i remember in 2021 when i started listening to astro and fell in love with moonbin. he lit up my life so much then , and even right now , moonbin undoubtedly always has a place in my heart . it's hard to process it , believe , and it's still hasn't completely sunk in , but the news is evident. 
          with that , i hope that to everyone who is struggling , you will be able to open up . please don't shoulder your burdens alone , because your life is so valuable , never think otherwise 
          dear moonbin , i love you so much and i won't stop . rest in peace love and as you look down at us from the stars , i hope that you'll feel nothing but happy up there . i miss you so much already. i want to slap myself and tell myself this is a nightmare , i wanna slap myself for not being able to do anything about it , but nothing can change what happened on 19 april 2023 . i wanna tell you to come back , i miss you so much it hurts .
           my deepest condolences to binnie's family , moon sua , his parents , i hope that they will take care of themselves during this period of time. moonsua , im so so so sorry , and to moonbin's close friends who are all hurting , kwan , sinb , chanwoo , astro and everyone else . to arohas , stay strong <3 time will heal because eventually life goes on , and moonbin would not want us to grieve too much and forgo our own health and happiness . live on for moonbin , and as much as it will take time , trust the process . feel free to open up whenever you need it , we are always here for you . it's ok to grieve . 
          fly high moonbin , rest in peace . i miss you so much my angel .

lixiesaur

HI SO I HAVE BEEN WRITING... like four different stories at the same time and a oneshots book IM SORRY this is why i have no one story with a fixed plot ready to be published yet WSDHFKS . im trying to focus on one book first (its a svt ship !) and hopefully get it ready after my finals !! <3

lixiesaur

hii !! <3 i haven’t interacted here before because im busy but i guess i’ll start so that when my exams are over after october i can start updating if possible ! :D take care everyone , stay safe xx 
          — grace ♡