hi guys/girls/theys/gays and everyone, sorry my updates have been horrid and there's been no schedule, i've been going through some stuff and it's had a toll on me, one thing i'll say is i believe i've been dissociating a lot and it's really hard to be open about it irl, so i thought i'd let you all know on here, even if you aren't people in my personal life. i just dont even feel like me or what i used to feel like, im disconnected, detatched and i feel lost a lot. i just wanna thank you all for being patient with me and with updates. and if you arent, thanks for taking the time to read this. i think im happy to let you all know, i cant really tell anymore. i wish you all a good morning/afternoon/evening/night etc. i love you all, be safe out there!