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Do i creep you out?
          
          But when I see other peoples white scars I get jealous and it motivates me to make mine deeper and more noticeable.

Welp if its official that i am now a background character !! They removed me from the friend group name lmaooo

18 pills and im still fine btw.

i see you..

Mrs potato head is so relatable you don't understand

How have i never realized i listen to a LOT of Aespa?? Wowzers

okay kinda pissed rn !!
          
          so i brought up my ex cuz of smth said in my friendgroup gc so we were all joking and everything and my friend, ill call her Z, said 'i wouldnt be surprised if he was a bottom' or smth like that and i replied with smth that had happened during our relationship (mind u it was toxic and overly s#xual). So yh and my other friend, N, told me not to share that which i get but all of us are comy with that stuff not to mention i told her abt all this when i broke up w him so idk. but anyways than my other friend, SP, said smth and N told him that we shouldnt be talking bad abt him..
          
          idk why that pissed me off so bad but she KNOWS all the horrible things he did to me and knows how he made me feel. he may seem nice or even do nice things but it doesnt change the fact he hurt me. idk like i get where she is coming from but also i dont feel bad for him. he invalidated my feelings, s#xualized me, made me feel invisible, and now hates me js for breaking up w him. i cant feel bad. and even now hes in a relationship with a girl who is using him and wont listen to his friends trying to help, so no, i dont feel bad. ik he shit talks abt me so why cant i abt him?? anyways still love N just a bit upset. i left the gc bcuz i was pissed. ik i overreacted but ill talk abt it later. i also was being blown up and i cant deal w that all the time oml
          
          anyways sorry for the long rant js needed to talk abt it !! this is no hate towards my friends, i get what she meant but i also understand my own feelings. ik i overreacted, dont get mad in the replies. <3

may do a mass unfollowing as i actually want to make friends and not get my followers mixed... >.<

Updated bio !! >.<

okay even if you dont listen to stray kids or k-pop you have to listen to Deep End by Felix (well under Stray Kids but still written and sang by Felix)
          
          its so comforting yet so sad like im sobbing what