time to be honest
so I took down two of my stories today and I feel like you all deserve to know why. first of all, left behind. it covered a lot of things I hate about my life, but also a lot of overreactions. I had to tell both of my cousins (basically my best friends) not to read it bc I wasn't sure if I had wrote about them in there or not. and that's horrible. I felt so bad about it being up, but maybe one day I'll look back and edit it again.
and then there's 5 seconds of spies. I started that book in 2014 with one of my best friends (my character was cass and hers was allysa and we both wrote our own versions). first of all, I haven't updated that in forever and I don't have the inspiration for it anymore. my real life allysa began to hate me and we don't talk anymore. I don't want to cover how allysa and calum end up together when I don't want to even include allysa in the story anymore.
if I start it up again it'll be way different. no allysa. maybe a different character in her place or just cass. but there's a chance it'll b gone forever?
but DO NOT WORRY bc I'm going to be working on Study Hall and I'm about to be starting a new fanfic.... stay tuned❤️