lizzietheskeleton13

My step sisiter is currently annoying my step brother (he's just her full blood brother) and her crying is faker than my will to live. Jesus.

lizzietheskeleton13

So, I went to a football game and ended up having a mental break or something along those lines. I'm not too sure what it was but I couldn't breathe I was crying (sobbing is more accurate) and I just was in emotional pain. My mom sees me having this and what does she do? Does she help and comfort me? Does she get me out of there and take me back home? Does she listen when I try to suggest that maybe it's overestimulation(again not sure what it was,I was trying to think of anything)? No, to all of it. Instead my dear mother decides to get angry at me and say I worked myself up to this point. Yeah sure I don't like football and I didn't wanna go, but I've been dragged to place with situations like that and did not have whatever break down I had at the football game! She told me I was overreacting. This obviously did NOT help my already upset mind. I actually cried HARDER. I know my last conversation post thingy was sad but this one wasn't a figment of my own self hatred (or whatever made my dream family decide to hate me) this was reality and my REAL mother just said I was overreacting. I meaning maybe I am. Eventually she did help instead of hurt, but she could've started doing that in the BEGINNING. SHE SCOFFED AT ME WHEN I WAS TRYING TO EXPLAIN! This isn't even the first time I have had this happen either, it happened at a pep rally for my old school to.
          
          I'm sorry this is mostly just a rant or vent something along those lines. I hope you all are having better days/nights them I am. Also, I'm talking about American football, not what Europeans have though have to say y'all makes a lot more sense then ours. Name wise the rules make no sense in either game to me.

lizzietheskeleton13

I'm heading to bed I gotta deal with school tomorrow.
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Lester_plays

Uhh-
          So y'know the big thread we'rr in with a couple others? Yea, I can't acsess it lol. It's saying 'this page was lost' or smth soo-

lizzietheskeleton13

@Lester_plays so um... I have to have a root canal and crown of my tooth because I have a cavity that's gotten so bad it's down to the nerve. Any advice as to have some positive out look on this?
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lizzietheskeleton13

@Lester_plays Yay! That is good!! Personally my hair is the one thing that give me confidence. My face is the thunk I struggle with and the rest of my body is "eh it'll do." Im glad you're feeling better about yourself or at least content with your body.
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Lester_plays

Ig its me being content with my body? Like, yea, I still hate my chest from dysphoria, but baggy clothing helps with that. And lile, i really like my face and hair, so that's good.
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lizzietheskeleton13

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Okay, I have a question. Why do some people take certain characters, for example c!Tubbo, and strip them of all other characteristics but one? It makes them two dimensional and really unlikable. 
          
          Like with c!Tubbo people will take away all the trauma that has made him, him, and just boil him down to "UWU bee boy" like no. While he does likes bees, that's not his personality. He's more then that. He can hurt you if he wanted to, the man makes nukes for Christ's sake! My man has a child, husband, and country, snowchester. He has gone through wars, and been a president of L'manburg(or L'manberg I forget how it's spelt) he's probably buff as shit! And they take all that away.
          
          We could do this for a lot of different characters in different fandoms, but I don't feel like going into it all. I just wanna know why do people do this to so many characters?