llKaoruHitachiinll
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W o w. Okay I just found this account again and... wow. I haven't looked at (or really thought about) this since October. I just wanted to apologize for leaving without any notice or saying goodbye to anyone. This isnt really for anyone out there, mostly just for me I guess. I left this account because I only really had it for as long as I did for one reason and once they left I couldn't stand being on here anymore. The truth is I cared about someone a lot and they lied to me and used me and then completely abandoned me. I was called disgusting, pathetic, etc when I'd done nothing wrong. But I dont blame them. I was really hurt for a long time and it affected every part of my life and maybe I'm still a bit insecure because of it but I've grown a lot and over changed a lot and I'm so happy now. Wow this sounds cheesy but I wanted to do this to officially put an end to everything for myself. I'm happy to have left all of this behind and I think I learned a lot from the people I met through this account and I'm better for it. And even though the person that hurt me never apologized, I forgive you. Not that you'd know because you're not going to read this, but I thought I'd put it out there with the rest of this. Most of you have probably stopped reading already because you forgot you even followed this account and who tf cares about some random person's personal growth? If anyone's still here that's pretty cool, hi. Honestly I'm not even going to read this over cause I dont care enough to edit. My real name is Melinda and for those of you that dont care to contact me my snapchat is melinda.lizbeth. Glad this shit show is over. Bye, guys.
