@Nyo-Spain_
Hey, remember that you can never be sure. Your "everybody" could only be a handful of people and I'm sure there are people who actually give a damn about you in that handful. You're gonna meet new people and they can't all hate you. No matter how bad you see yourself, others wouldn't see it the same way. Don't hold onto those feelings, nothing good will come out of it. I'm glad that you're online again, I'm pleased with your existence and I hope the best for you.