llama_lover0110

Hey Love , 
           I know you're probably sleeping already but I keep thinking about you. You never leave my mind. You're the first thing that pops into my head in the morning and my last thought at night before I fall asleep. You make me so happy and I know you have trouble believing me when I say that but you don't know how happy you make me. Thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank you for motivating me to start drawing again. Thank you for loving me when I couldn't love myself. Thank you for showing me the positive side of things. Thank you for making me feel beautiful. Thank you for encouraged me and challenging me. Thank you for making me try new things even when I act like I don't like it. I secretly do*hint* (track). I'm sorry for all the times I've doubt you and for my anxiety getting in the way. I stopped believing in love ever since my last relationship. They screwed up love for me and I never thought I'd fall in love again , but then I met you. You've been nothing but perfect and amazing and adorable and loving and caring and funny. 
          
          Not to mention you understand me so much. Like I can be myself around you and you won't judge me. I can be perverted or silly and you'll just go along with it. You're the first person to accept me for me. 
          
          I can't wait to get married. I can't wait to saw I do in front of our parents. I can't wait to say my vows. I can't wait to have kids and tell them how amazing their father is. I can't wait to grow old with you and be badass grandparents;)
          
          Just know I'm here for you NO matter what. I'll always have your back. You and I against the world. Just you and me. I just need you. I want you only. I wanna stay with you till the end. 
          
          Anyways babe 
          You're amazing and I love you so much! Keep doing what you do ! 
          
          
          
          
          
           

Babe babe babe 
          I love you so much !! 
          
          I'm sorry about the last chapters. I'm sorry I keep apologizing. I feel like you're really mad at me and you should cause I was the one who said we were in this together and we were going tell each other everything. I feel awful for doing that and I should. I'm really sorry ! Please don't be mad at me. 
          
          My wittle baby , I love you 

I'm sorry about my last chapters. I'm sorry I'm this way. I'm sorry about my anxiety and depression always kicking in. I'm getting help for it. It's hard to tell you because I've never really had someone I could tell my problems to. 
          
          I really want us to last forever. I want us to get married , travel , and have a family. You've made me the happiest girl. I like school more than home because at school I get to see you. I get to hug you and kiss you. At home I'm screamed at and criticize. But you , you've made me feel so loved. Made me feel strong. Made me feel beautiful. Made me feel like I can do anything. 
          
          I promise to tell you everything. 
          
          Do you know what I want more than anything in this world ?? 
          You. I want you and only you. 
          I want to be Mrs. Bruela(if that's ok) 
          
          Sometimes at night I always image you laying next to me , with one arm around me and your body pressed up against me and to be honest it helps me sleep. 
          
          I love you so much , babe. 
          Please answer !! 
          I needa know if my baby is ok 
          
          
          
          

@llama_lover0110 baby , I love you. 
          Please don't forget that. I had a GREAT time yesterday. I had so much fun even if we were standing. You looked so cute! Sexy ass Vampire ;) 
          I'm sorry I looked so bad. Thanks for letting me rest my head on your lap. I loved watching you play games on your phone. You looked so cute I can't even >.< I love how you said you'll protect me when the chair fell and I got scared. When I'm with you all my worries go away and all my fears disappear. I can't wait to wake up in the morning and know you're here with me. It's ok if you don't know how to dance. I'll show you. I don't either but I know some basic dance moves. 
          
          Thanks for not giving up on me even though I give you reasons. You make me so happy. You really do. Sometimes I hate going home because you're not there. Babe, I love you so much! Please stay with me. I want us to graduate high school go to college. Finish college. Travel. Get married. Settle down. And you know the rest ;) 
          
          
          I'm sorry I couldn't find that jar of cute notes I wrote. I honestly don't know where it is. My mom is hiding I and that's all I know. Ill continue my search. 
          
          
          When you gonna publish that story you were writing yesterday when I was resting my head on your lap ?? 
          
          Halloween !! Monday !! 
          Pikachu and Ash ?? 
          Sandy and Danny ?? 
          Baby and Mickey ??
          And I have more ideas!! 
          My mom was asking if you wanna go trick or treating ! 
          Lol… do you wanna go trick or treating ?? 
          
          I'll never be too old for that. C'mon it's FREE candy !!  
          
          Anyways babe , I love you !! 
          Thanks for being so perfect !! 
          

I love you babe 

Are you ok ?? I'm sorry ok.
          I'll be a better person 

@llama_lover0110 BABE BABE BABE DO YOU LIKE ASSASSINS CREED ???????? Plz answer. 

@llama_lover0110 I love you babe 

@llama_lover0110 if you were a vegetable you'd be a cute-cumber :)  

@llama_lover0110 it was about the pictures on my phone. why you bringing up about the army???? tf ?? anyways go read my "stay weird" book !! you'll get to learn more about me. It's embarrassing stories !