llgxm15

wow, it’s really been a year since my last post… 
          	
          	well anyway, happy holidays everyone! i hope you all were able to spend some time with your family and friends.
          	
          	a lot has happened this year, the good, the bad, the beautiful, and the ugly. i’ve been having a handful of medical complications the past year, both of myself, and within my family. and of course, just my luck, as i was finally getting around to updating “Let Me Love You” i got broken up with which has sent me spiraling back with my depression hitting me at full force.
          	
          	it’s been a long process navigating this time but im managing. i’m thinking of re-writing “Let Me Love You” at the start of the new year but that will likely be pushed back because of my current mental state. i’ve also been sick for over a month and it’s driving me insane, like can this cough and sore throat please leave me alone already???
          	
          	anyway, that’s my little update/ramble for tonight (err well i guess this morning but i haven’t slept all night and it’s 6:49am)
          	
          	i hope you all are safe and healthy and incase no one told you recently, i love you <3

llgxm15

wow, it’s really been a year since my last post… 
          
          well anyway, happy holidays everyone! i hope you all were able to spend some time with your family and friends.
          
          a lot has happened this year, the good, the bad, the beautiful, and the ugly. i’ve been having a handful of medical complications the past year, both of myself, and within my family. and of course, just my luck, as i was finally getting around to updating “Let Me Love You” i got broken up with which has sent me spiraling back with my depression hitting me at full force.
          
          it’s been a long process navigating this time but im managing. i’m thinking of re-writing “Let Me Love You” at the start of the new year but that will likely be pushed back because of my current mental state. i’ve also been sick for over a month and it’s driving me insane, like can this cough and sore throat please leave me alone already???
          
          anyway, that’s my little update/ramble for tonight (err well i guess this morning but i haven’t slept all night and it’s 6:49am)
          
          i hope you all are safe and healthy and incase no one told you recently, i love you <3

llgxm15

Happy New Year everyone, I hope so far 2024 has been going much better for you than it has been for me! 
          
          Welp… it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything. Looking back, it’s only been 3 months but it feels like years. Has it felt the same for you? 
          
          (TW: Eating Disorder - mention only)
          Anyway, it’s currently 4:29am and here as I am writing this. Once again, I cannot sleep, I’m nervous, I’m stressed, I have this stomach churning pain, and I feel nauseous. Clearly, I haven’t been feeling the best, not just physically but mentally too. Lately, life has hit me like a rocket more than it has in my ten years of depression and 8 years of an eating disorder. Though, I hope you all are staying safe and healthy.
          
          I’m hoping that with the turn of the new year I will begin to feel better, but I guess only time will tell. 
          
          Regardless, I will do my best to finish Let Me Love You no matter how long it takes, so please bear with me. 
          
          To the one or two people who do read this, thank you. I may not know you but I appreciate you for reading this far. I feel better having written this all out even though it’s not much. 
          
          I wish you all the best, and remember, if no one told you yet today, I Love You
          
          - liv