lluvia07n

idk wat to do. maybe, it is all bcos of me, draging u into this, so if ur leaving, i wont hang on u anymore.. :)

can i just stay here n not move? Let the time pass.. Leave me

He is confuse.. To leave or to stay.

when all the emotions kick in.. U feel like grabbing anyone..anything, to ease the feeling.

Today, he had declared to abandon his love for me. I am both scared yet relieved but, i hope it is the best for us.. I will help him to move on.. ^^ i know, someone will unconditionally love, a big hearted person like him.. Stay strong dear.. She will come. 

im sorry.. 

i have to punish myself

im useless as a human. 
          i could try to live as a tool. u can ignore any feelings that u have regarding my feeling. 

how can i hate u when im the one causing u to hate urself

white lies :) sorry